The Doctor's Wife: A NovelBraddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
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The Doctor's Wife: A Novel
Braddon, M. E. (Mary Elizabeth)
Adultery -- Fiction; Great Britain -- Fiction; Middle class -- Fiction; Physicians' spouses -- Fiction
Isabel breathed a long sigh as she watched for the appearance of this
vehicle in the empty street. The dull wet day, the lonely pavement, the
blank empty houses to let furnished--for it was not the Murlington
season now--were not so dull or empty as her own life seemed to her this
afternoon. Was it to be for ever and for ever like this? Yes; she was
married, and the story was all over; her destiny was irrevocably sealed,
and she was tired of it already. But then she thought of her new home,
and all the little plans she had made for herself before her
marriage,--the alterations and improvements she had sketched out for the
beautification of her husband's house. Somehow or other, even these
ideas, which had beguiled her so in her maiden reveries, seemed to melt
and vanish now. She had spoken to George, and he had received her
suggestions doubtfully, hinting at the money which would be required for
the carrying out of her plans,--though they were very simple plans, and
did not involve much expense.
Was there to be nothing in her life, then? She was only a week married;
and already, as she stood at the window listening to the slop-slop of
the everlasting rain, she began to think that she had made a mistake.
The omnibus came to the door presently, and she was handed into it, and
her husband seated himself, in the dim obscurity, by her side. There was
only one passenger--a wet farmer, wrapped in so many greatcoats that
being wet outside didn't matter to him, as he only gave other people
cold. He wiped his muddy boots on Isabel's dress, the brown-silk
wedding-dress which she had worn all the week; and Mrs. Gilbert made no
effort to save the garment from his depredations. She leaned her head
back in the corner of the omnibus, while the luggage was being bumped
upon the roof above her, and let down her veil. The slow tears gathered
in her eyes, and rolled down her pale cheeks.
It was a mistake,--a horrible and irreparable mistake,--whose dismal
consequences she must bear for ever and ever. She felt no dislike of
George Gilbert. She neither liked nor disliked him--only he could not
give her the kind of life she wanted; and by her marriage with him she
was shut out for ever from the hope of such a life. No prince would ever
come now; no accidental duke would fall in love with her black eyes, and
lift her all at once to the bright regions she pined to inhabit. No; it
was all over. She had sold her birthright for a vulgar mess of potage.
She had bartered all the chances of the future for a little relief to
the monotony of the present,--for a few wedding-clothes, a card-case
with a new name on the cards contained in it, the brief distinction of
being a bride.
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