stairs? Could it be that he did not recognize us?"
Oh, Molly! I nearly fainted while he was speaking. I was afraid of my
life he 'd look at me, and see by my changed color what was agitating
me; for only think of what it was I had done,--just gone and refused
fifteen thousand a year, and for the least marriageable of the two
girls, since, I need n't say, that for one man that fancies Cary, there
's forty admires Mary Anne--and a baronetcy! She 'd have been my Lady,
just as much as any in the peerage. I believe in my heart I could n't
have kept the confession in if it had n't been that Mary Anne took my
arm and led me away. Father G. followed us out of the room, and began:
"Isn't it a real blessing from the Virgin on ye," said he, "that you
rejected that heretic before temptation assailed ye?" But I stopped him,
Molly; and at once too! I told him it was all his own stupid bigotry got
us into the scrape. "What has religion to do with it?" said I. "Can't a
heretic spend fifteen thousand a year; and sure if his wife can't live
with him, can't she claim any-money, as they call it?"
"I hope and trust," said he, "that your backsliding won't bring a
judgment on ye."
And so I turned away from him, Molly, for you may remark that there 's
nothing as narrow-minded as a priest when he talks of worldly matters.'
Though we had enough on our minds the whole day about getting places for
the tournament, the thought of Morris never left my head; and I knew,
besides, that I 'd never have another day's peace with K. I. as long as
I lived, if he came to find out that I refused him. I thought of twenty
ways to repair the breach: that I 'd write to him, or make Mary Anne
write--or get James to call and see him. Then it occurred to me, if we
should make out that Cary was dying for love of him, and it was to save
our child that we condescended to change our mind. Mary Anne, however,
overruled me in everything, saying, "Rely upon it, mamma, we 'll have
him yet. If he was a very young man, there would be no chance for us,
but he is five or six and thirty, and he 'll not change now! For a few
months or so, he'll try to bully himself into the notion of forgetting
her, but you 'll see he'll come round at last; and if he should not,
then it will be quite time enough to see whether we ought to pique his
jealousy or awaken his compassion."
She said much more in the same strain, and brought me round completely
to her own views. "Above all," said she, "don't let Father James
influence you; for though it's all right and proper to consult him about
the next world, he knows no more than a child about the affairs of
this one." So we agreed, Molly, that we 'd just wait and see, of course
keeping K. I. blind all the time to what we were doing.
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