Oh, how my dearest Kitty would enjoy those delicious nights upon the
terrace, where, watching the falling stars, or listening to the far-off
sounds of sweet music, we sit for hours long, scarcely speaking! How
responsively would her heart beat to the plash of the lake against her
rocky seat! and how would her gentle spirit drink in every soothing
influence of that fair and beauteous scene! With Lord George it is a
passion; and I scarcely know him to be the same being that he was on the
other side of the Alps. Young men of fashion in England assume a certain
impassive, cold, apathetic air, as though nothing could move them to any
sentiment of surprise, admiration, or curiosity about anything; and when
by an accident these emotions are excited, the very utmost expression in
which their feelings find vent is some piece of town slang,--the turf,
the mess-room, the universities, and, I believe, even the House of
Commons, are the great nurseries of this valuable gift; and as Lord
George has graduated in each of these schools, I take it he was no mean
proficient. But how different was the real metal that lay buried under
the lacquer of conventionality! Why, dearest Kitty, he is the very soul
of passion,--the wildest, most enthusiastic of creatures; he worships
Byron, he adores Shelley. He has told me the whole story of his
childhood,--one of the most beautiful romances I ever listened to. He
passed his youth at Oxford, vacillating between the wildest dissipations
and the most brilliant triumphs. After that he went into the Hussars,
and then entered the House, moving the Address, as it is called, at
one-and-twenty; a career exactly like the great Mr. Pitt's, only that
Lord G. really possesses a range of accomplishments and a vast variety
of gifts to which the Minister could lay no claim. Amidst all these
revelations, poured forth with a frank and almost reckless impetuosity,
it was still strange, Kitty, that he never even alluded to the one great
and turning misfortune of his life. He did at one time seem approaching
it; I thought it was actually on his lips; but he only heaved a deep
sigh, and said, "There is yet another episode to tell you,--the darkest,
the saddest of all,--but I cannot do it now." I thought he might have
heard my heart beating, as he uttered these words; but he was too deeply
buried in his own grief. At last he broke the silence that ensued, by
pressing my hand fervently to his lips, and saying, "But when the time
comes for this, it will also bring the hour for laying myself and
my fortunes at your feet,--for calling you by the dearest of all
names,--for--"Only fancy, Kitty,--it was just as he got this far that
Cary, who really has not a single particle of delicacy in such cases,
came up to ask me where she could find some lemons to make a drink for
papa! I know I shall never forgive her--I feel that I never can--for her
heartless interruption. What really aggravates her conduct, too, was the
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