Though I pretended slumber, I never slept a wink. I went over all this
affair in my mind, and, summing up the evidence against me, I began to
wonder if a man ever committed a homicide without knowing it,--I
mean, if, when his thoughts were very much occupied, he could stick a
fellow-creature and not be aware of it. I could n't exactly call any
case in point to mind, but I did n't see why it might not be possible.
If stabbing people was a common and daily habit of an individual,
doubtless he might do it, just as he would wind his watch or wipe
his spectacles, while thinking of something else; but as it was not a
customary process, at least where I came from, there was the difficulty.
I would have given more than I had to give, just to ask Cary a few
questions,--as, for instance, how did it happen? where is the wound? how
deep is it? and so on,--but I was so terrified lest I should compromise
my innocence that I would not venture on a syllable. One sees constantly
in the police reports how the prisoner, when driving off to jail with
Inspector Potts, invariably betrays himself by some expression of
anxiety or uneasiness, such as "Well, nobody can say I did it! I was in
Houndsditch till eleven o'clock;" or, "Poor Molly, I did n't mean
her any harm, but it was she begun it." Warned by these indiscreet
admissions, I was guarded not to utter a word. I preserved my resolution
with such firmness that I fell into a sound sleep, and never awoke till
the next morning.
Before I acknowledged myself to be awake,--don't you know that state,
Tom, in which a man vibrates between consciousness and indolence, and
when he has not fully made up his mind whether he 'll not skulk his
load of daily cares a little longer?--I could perceive that there was
a certain stir and movement about me that betokened extraordinary
preparation, and I could overhear little scraps of discussions as to
whether "he ought to be awakened," and "what he should wear," Cary's
voice being strongly marked in opposition to everything that portended
any disturbance of me. Patience, I believe, is not my forte, though
long-suffering may be my fortune, for I sharply asked, "What the------
was in the wind now?"
"We'll leave him to Cary," said Mrs. D., retiring precipitately,
followed by the rest, while Cary came up to my bedside, and kindly
began her inquiries about my health; but I stopped her, by a very abrupt
repetition of my former question.
"Oh! it's a mere nothing, pappy,--a formality, and nothing more. That
creature, Giacomo, has been making a fuss over the affair of last night;
and though Lord George endeavored to settle it, he refused, and went off
to the Tribunal to lodge a complaint."
"Well, go on."
"The Judge, or Prefect, or whatever he is, took his depositions, and
issued a warrant--"
"To apprehend me?"
"Don't flurry yourself, dearest pappy; these are simply formalities, for
the Brigadier has just told me--"
"He is here, then,--in the house?"
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