his choice according to his tastes, his character, his aptitudes? Is it
better or worse that the active or the passive virtues should stand in
the foreground? It may, I think, be declared that the former always
imply the second, but that the converse is not true. Thus, the woman of
whom I speak is the more capable of devotion and sacrifice in that she
has the strength to ward off their overwhelming necessity longer than
any others. She will not cultivate sadness or suffering vaguely, as a
means of expiation or purification; but she is able to accept and go in
search of them with ingenuous ardour in order to save those whom she
loves a small affliction or a great sorrow which she feels herself
strong enough to face alone and to overcome in silence in her secret
heart. How often have I not seen her force back tears ready to gush
forth under unjust reproaches, while her lips, on which flickered a
fevered smile, held back, with almost invisible courage, the word which
would have justified her, but which would have crushed him who misjudged
her. For, like all just and good beings, she had naturally to undergo
the petty injustice and the petty wickedness of those who hover
indeterminately between good and evil and who hasten to abuse the
indulgence or forgiveness too frequently obtained. There you have that
which, better than any slack and weeping acquiescence, shows an ardent
and potent reserve of love.
VI
"Iphigenia, Antigone or sister of charity, like every woman, if need be,
she will not ask Fate to wound her to the death, as though in order to
be able at last, in the final struggle, to weigh the perhaps wonderful
powers of an unexplored heart. She has learnt to know their number and
their weight in the peace and certainty of her conscience. Apart from
one of those tests in which life brings us to a standstill at the
relentless barriers of a fatality or an inexorable natural law, she will
instinctively take another road to reach the end pointed out by duty. In
any case, her devotion and sacrifice will never be resigned, will never
abandon themselves to the perfidious sweetness of sorrow. Ever upon the
watch, upon the defensive, and full of strenuous confidence, she will to
the last moment seek the weak spot in the event that is crushing her.
Her tears will be as pure, as gentle as the tears of those who do not
resist the insults of chance; but, instead of dimming her gaze, they
will summon to it and multiply in it the light that consoles or saves.
VII
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