The Doves' Nest, and Other StoriesMansfield, Katherine
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The Doves' Nest, and Other Stories
Mansfield, Katherine
Fiction; Short stories, New Zealand
At that moment two girls passed in front of us. One I knew, a big fair
girl called May Pollock, pulled her companion by the sleeve. “Daphne!”
she said. “Daphne!” And the other turned towards her, then towards us,
smiled and was born, christened part of my world from that moment.
“Daphne!” Her quick beautiful smile answered....
* * * * *
Saturday morning was gloriously fine. When I woke up and saw the sun
streaming over the polished floor I felt like a little boy who has been
promised a picnic. It was all I could do not to telephone to Daphne. Was
she feeling the same? It seemed somehow such a terrific lark that we
should be going off together like this, just with a couple of rucksacks
and our bathing suits. I thought of other week-ends, the preparation, the
emotional tension, the amount of managing they’d needed. But I couldn’t
really think of them; I couldn’t be bothered, they belonged to another
life....
* * * * *
It seemed to me suddenly so preposterous that two people should be as
happy as we were and not be happier. Here we were, alone, miles away
from everybody, free as air, and in love with each other. I looked
again at Daphne, at her slender shoulders, her throat, her bosom, and,
passionately in love, I decided, with fervour: Wouldn’t it be rather
absurd, then, to behave like a couple of children? Wouldn’t she even, in
spite of all she had said, be disappointed if we did?...
* * * * *
And I went off at a tremendous pace, not because I thought she’d run
after me, but I did think she might call, or I might look round....
* * * * *
It was one of those still, hushed days when the sea and the sky seem to
melt into one another, and it is long before the moisture dries on the
leaves and grasses. One of those days when the sea smells strong and
there are gulls standing in a row on the sand. The smoke from our wood
fire hung in the air and the smoke of my pipe mingled with it. I caught
myself staring at nothing. I felt dull and angry. I couldn’t get over the
ridiculous affair. You see, my _amour propre_ was wounded.
* * * * *
Monday morning was grey, cloudy, one of those mornings peculiar to
the sea-side when everything, the sea most of all, seems exhausted and
sullen. There had been a very high tide, the road was wet—on the beach
there stood a long line of sickly-looking gulls....
When we got on board she sat down on one of the green benches and,
muttering something about a pipe, I walked quickly away. It was
intolerable that we should still be together after what had happened. It
was indecent. I only asked—I only longed for one thing—to be free of this
still, unsmiling and pitiful—that was the worst of it—creature who had
been my playful Daphne.
* * * * *
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