The Draytons and the Davenants : $b A story of the Civil WarsCharles, Elizabeth Rundle
History
The Draytons and the Davenants : $b A story of the Civil Wars
Charles, Elizabeth Rundle
Great Britain -- History -- Civil War, 1642-1649 -- Fiction
Not that Aunt Dorothy's nature
was in any way vulgar, small, and narrow. Her heart was deep and
high, if not always wide. To her convictions she would have
sacrificed first herself, then the universe. Her convenience she
would have sacrificed to the comfort of the meanest human being in
the universe. She would not have swerved from her ridge of orthodoxy
for the dearest love on earth. She would have stooped from it to
save or help the most degraded wanderer, or her greatest enemy.
But the most dangerous conviction she held was unfortunately one of
the deepest. It was that of her own practical infallibility. It was
strange that, with the profoundest and most practical convictions of
her own sinfulness, she never could learn the impossibility that all
error should be removed whilst any sin remains; that there should be
no darkness in the mind while there is so much in the heart.
Strange, but not uncommon. Her sin she acknowledged as her own. Her
creed she identified entirely with the Holy Scriptures. It was not
her own, she said, it was God's truth to the minutest point, and, as
such, she would have suffered or fought for every clause.
Nevertheless, with advancing years Roger and I grew into a deeper
reverence for her character. If in our childhood she represented to
us Justice with the sword and scales (often in our belief very
effectually blindfolded), whilst Aunt Gretel enacted counteracting
Mercy; in after years we grew rather to look on them as Truth and
Tenderness, acting not counter to each other, but in combination.
And in this imperfect world, where truth and love are never blended
in perfect proportions in any one character, it is difficult to say
on which we leant the most. It was strange to see how often their
opposite attributes led them to the same actions. "Speaking the
truth in love," was Aunt Dorothy's maxim; and if the love were
sometimes lost in the emphasis on truth, neither truth nor love were
ever sacrificed to selfish interest. "First pure then peaceable" was
her wisdom; and I cannot say she always got as far as the "gentle,
and easy to be entreated." But it is something to be able to look
back on a life like hers, unprofaned by one stain of untruthfulness,
or by one low or petty aim. It is only in looking back that we learn
what a rock of strength she was to us all, or how the tenderest
memories of home often cling like mosses around such rocks; the more
closely, sometimes, for their very ruggedness. Thus our home at
Netherby contained various elements ecclesiastical and political as
well as moral, all of which, however, at the commencement of the
civil wars were gathered together under the watchword, "Loyalty above
all to the King of kings. Liberty to obey God."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account