The Draytons and the Davenants : $b A story of the Civil WarsCharles, Elizabeth Rundle
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The Draytons and the Davenants : $b A story of the Civil Wars
Charles, Elizabeth Rundle
Great Britain -- History -- Civil War, 1642-1649 -- Fiction
Then I thought of Rachel Forster in her lonely home. And it was a
relief to rise at once and go to her. Her door was open. She was
sitting before the old Bible. It was open, but she was not reading.
Her hands were clashed on her knees. There was a stillness on her
face as great as that over the country. But in this calm there was
something that calmed me.
It seemed to me conscious and victorious, not dreamlike, and liable
at any moment to a terrible waking.
I told her the restlessness I had been feeling.
"Can we wonder, Mistress Olive?" said she. "Do we not know what we
might be giving them up for?"
"This quietness of the world seems awful to me to-day, Rachel," said
I, "but in you there is something that quiets me. You find peace in
prayer Rachel," said I. "Is it not that?"
"I scarce know whether it is prayer, Mistress Olive. It is nothing
but going to the Rock that is higher than I, and taking all that is
precious to me there, and staying there. It is just creeping to the
foot of the Cross, and keeping there."
"You feel, then, as if something terrible were coming, Rachel," I
said.
"I know something terrible must come," she said, with a tremulousness
in her voice which was more from enthusiasm than from fear. "To-day,
or to-morrow, or some day. For the Day of Vengeance is come; and the
year of His redeemed is at hand."
"Oh, Rachel," I said, "I cannot silently rest as you do. I want
words, entreaties for Roger, for my Father, for Job, and also for the
good men who, if the battle comes, must die on the wrong side, and
for the king; the king who, if he would but be true, might set all
right again."
And she knelt down and prayed in words brief and burning, like the
prayers in the Bible.
"You do not feel it too lonely here, Rachel?" I said as I left, "Why
not come up to us? Your presence would be like a strong wall and
fortress to me."
"I am less lonesome here, Mistress Olive," said she. "Job made so
many little plans to spare me trouble before he went. I see his hand
everywhere. There is the pile of wood close to the fire, and the
little pipe carrying the water to the very door. It would seem like
making light of his work not to use it all. And besides," she added,
"there's a few poor tried folk who used to look to Job for a good
word and a good turn, and now some of them look to me. And I could
not fail them for the world."
As I wished her good-bye, and walked home and thought of her, a
glorious new sense came on me of the strength there is in waiting on
God, of the possibility of the feeblest who lean on him being not
only sustained, but becoming themselves strong to sustain others.
When I went to see Rachel, the whole solid world had seemed to me, in
my anxiety for the precious lives I could do nothing to preserve, but
as some treacherous and quaking ground among our marshes, ready to
sink down and overwhelm, us, beneath the weight of our passing
footsteps.
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