The Draytons and the Davenants : $b A story of the Civil WarsCharles, Elizabeth Rundle
History
The Draytons and the Davenants : $b A story of the Civil Wars
Charles, Elizabeth Rundle
Great Britain -- History -- Civil War, 1642-1649 -- Fiction
"Don't reproach me, Aunt Dorothy; I can't bear it."
"Didst thou think I came for that?" said Aunt Dorothy. "But belike I
deserve it of thee."
And with a voice a little sharpened by the feeling she strove to
repress, Aunt Dorothy sent the curious neighbours to the right-about,
and disposed of the two serving-wenches, by telling them the very
fowls of the air were setting such lazy sluts as they were an
example, and despatching them to gather up the scattered corn in the
yard.
Then she came again to Placidia, and taking her clasped hands in
hers, said,--
"I've learnt many things, child, this last hour. I judged thee a
Pharisee, and belike I've been a worse one myself. I've sat on the
judgment-seat this many a day on thee. But I'm off it now. And may
the Lord grant me grace never to climb up there again. I've wished
for some heavy rod to fall and teach thee. And now it's come, it
can't smite thee heavier than it does me. Forgive me, child, and let
us both begin again."
Placidia looked up, and meeting the honest eyes fixed on her, not in
scorn but in entreaty, she sobbed,--
"I shall never have heart to begin again, Aunt Dorothy."
"To begin what again?" said Aunt Dorothy.
"Contriving and saving to make up all the things I have lost,"
replied Placidia. "I've been years heaping it together, and it's all
gone in a night!"
Aunt Dorothy looked sorely puzzled, between her desire to be
charitable and her horror of Placidia's misreading of the
dispensation.
"Begin that again, my dear," she said, at last. "Nay; thou must
never begin that again. It will never do to fly in the face of
Providence like that."
Placidia uncovered her face, but as her eyes rested on the desolation
around her, she covered them again, and sobbed,--
"Just when there was to be one to save it all for, and make it worth
while to deny oneself."
"Nay," said Aunt Dorothy; "that's the mercy. That's precisely the
mercy. The Lord will not let the child be a curse to thee. He will
have it a blessing; so He says to thee as plain as can be, I give
thee a treasure, not to make thee rage and stint and grudge, but to
teach thee to love and serve and give, not to make thee poor, but to
make thee rich. And He will go on teaching thee till thou openest
thy heart and learnest, and thy burden falls off, and thy heart leaps
up, and thou shalt be free. I know it by the way my heart is
lightened now. He's smitten me down for my sitting in judgment on
thee. Not that I'm safe never to climb that seat again. One is
there before one knows, and the black-cap on in a moment. Some one
is always near, I trow, to help us up."
And turning from Placidia, she proceeded to a quiet survey of the
ruins, which, under her brisk and discriminating hands, with such
help as I could give, soon began to show some signs of order.
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