Christian life -- Fiction; Dreams -- Fiction; France -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
His tall figure came out in full relief before the background of the
white sky; he did not approach the open window, but remained in its
luminous shadow.
“Do not be afraid. It is I. I have come to see you.”
She was not in the slightest way alarmed; she simply thought that he was
exact to the hour of meeting, and said calmly:
“You mounted by the timber framework, did you not?”
“Yes, by the framework.”
The idea of this way made her laugh, and he himself was amused by it.
He had in fact pulled himself up by the pent-house shed; then, climbing
along the principal rafters from there, whose ends were supported by the
string-course of the first story, he had without difficulty reached the
balcony.
“I was expecting you. Will you not come nearer me?”
Felicien, who had arrived in a state of anger, not knowing how he had
dared to come, but with many wild ideas in his head, did not move, so
surprised and delighted was he by this unexpected reception. As he had
come at last, Angelique was now certain that the saints did not prohibit
her from loving, for she heard them welcoming him with her by a laugh as
delicate as a breath of the night. Where in the world had she ever found
so ridiculous an idea as to think that Agnes would be angry with her! On
the contrary, Agnes was radiant with a joy that she felt as it descended
on her shoulders and enveloped her like a caress from two great wings.
All those who had died for love showed great compassion for youthful
troubles, and only returned to earth on summer nights, that, although
invisible, they might watch those young hearts who were sorrowful from
affection.
“But why do you not come to me? I was waiting for you.”
Then, hesitatingly, Felicien approached. He had been so excited, so
carried away by anger at her indifference, that he had said she should
be made to love him, and that, were it necessary, he would carry her
away even against her will. And lo! now finding her so gentle as he
penetrated almost to the entrance of this chamber, so pure and white, he
became subdued at once, and as gentle and submissive as a child.
He took three steps forward. But he was afraid, and not daring to go
farther, he fell on his knees at the end of the balcony.
“Could you but know,” he said, “the abominable tortures I have passed
through. I have never imagined a worse suffering. Really, the only true
grief is to think that you are not beloved by the person to whom you
have given your affection. I would willingly give up all else; would
consent to be poor, dying from hunger, or racked by pain; but I will
not pass another day with this terrible doubt gnawing at my heart, of
thinking that you do not love me. Be good, I pray you, and pity me.”
She listened to him, silent, overcome with compassion, yet very happy
withal.
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