"Have you had dinner?" he asked in a sympathetic, familiar tone. "Oh, you have not. Then I'll run to the club at once and fetch some food. I'll be back again directly." "Go to the devil!" screamed Romashov, "and don't dare to come into my room. I'm not at home to anybody--not even to the Tsar himself." He threw himself on the bed, and buried his face in the pillow. His teeth closed over the linen, his eyes burned, and he felt a curious stabbing sensation in his throat. He wanted to cry. With eager longing he waited for the first hot, bitter tears which would, he hoped, afford him consolation and relief in this dark hour of torture and misery. Without pity on himself, he recalled once more in his mind the cruel events of the day; he purposely magnified and exaggerated his shame and ignominy, and he regarded, as it were, from outside, his own wretched Ego with pity and contempt. Then something very strange happened. It did not seem to Romashov that he slept or even slumbered for an instant, but simply that he was for some moments wholly incapable of thinking. His eyes were shut, but, all of a sudden, he felt he had regained full consciousness, and was suffering the same anguish as before. It was completely dark in the room now. He looked at his watch and discovered to his indescribable astonishment that this mysterious trance had lasted more than five hours. He began to feel hungry. He got up, put on his sabre, threw his cloak over his shoulder and started for the officers' mess. The distance there from Romashov's door was scarcely two hundred yards, and besides, he always made use of a short cut through unbuilt-upon plots and fenced-in kitchen-gardens, etc. A bright gleam issued from the half-open windows of the _salle-à-manger_, billiard-room, and kitchen, but the dirty backyard, blocked up with and partly covered by all sorts of rubbish, was in thick darkness. Every moment one heard loud chatter and laughter, singing, and the sharp click of billiard balls. Romashov had already reached the courtyard steps when he recognized his Captain's angry and sneering voice. Romashov stopped at once, and cautiously glancing into one of the open windows of the _salle-à-manger_, he caught sight of Captain Sliva's humped back. He was stammering: "All my c-c-company m-m-marches as one man." Sliva marked time by raising and lowering the palm of his hand. "But th-that d-d-damned fool m-must upset everything." Sliva made with his first finger several clumsy and silly motions in the air. "But, g-gentlemen, I s-said to him, 'M-march to another c-c-company, my f-fine f-f-fellow, or s-still b-better m-march out of the regiment. Who the devil will have s-such an officer?'"