The Duke of Stockbridge: A Romance of Shays' RebellionBellamy, Edward
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The Duke of Stockbridge: A Romance of Shays' Rebellion
Bellamy, Edward
Shays' Rebellion, 1786-1787 -- Fiction
Perez profited by the fact that, however a man may have abused a woman,
that is all forgotten the moment he protects her against another man,
perhaps no worse than himself. Ever so little gratitude is fatal to
resentment, and the instinct of her sex to repay protection with esteem
is so deep, that it is no wonder Desire found her feelings toward Perez
oddly revolutionized by that scene at the husking. Try as she might to
resume her former resentment, terror, and disgust toward the young man,
the effort always ended in recalling with emotions of the liveliest
thankfulness how he had stood between her and that hateful fellow, whom
otherwise she could not have escaped. All that night she was constantly
dreaming of being pursued by ruffians and rescued by him. And the
grateful sense of safety and protection which, in her dreams, she
associated with him, lingered in her mind after she awoke in the
morning, and refused to be banished. She was half ashamed, she would not
have had anybody know it, and yet she had to own that after these weeks
of constant depression and apprehension, the change of mood was not
wholly disagreeable.
She had quite a debate with herself as to whether it would be consistent
with her dignity to accept Perez' assurance that she would not be
annoyed, and go out to walk. Without fully determining the question,
she concluded to go anyway, and a beginning having been thus made,
she thereafter resumed her old habit of long daily walks, to the rapid
improvement of her health and spirits. For some days she did not chance
to meet Perez at all, and it annoyed the high-spirited girl to find that
she kept thinking of him, and wondering where she would meet him, and
what he would say or do, and how she ought to appear. And yet it
was perfectly natural that such should be the case. Thanks to his
persecution, he had preoccupied her mind with his personality for so
long a time that it was impossible the new phase of her relations toward
him should not strongly affect her fancy. The first time they actually
did meet, she found herself quite agitated. Her heart beat oddly when
she saw him coming, and if possible she would have turned aside to avoid
him. But he merely bowed and passed on with a word of greeting. After
that he met her oftener, but never presumed to stop--or say more than
“Good morning,” or “Good afternoon,” the result of which was that, after
having at first welcomed this formality as a relief, after awhile she
came to think it a little overstrained. It looked as if he thought that
she was childishly afraid of him. That seemed absurd. One day, as they
met, and with his usual courteously curt salutation he was passing by,
she observed that it was delightful weather. As her eye caught his start
of surprise, and the expression of almost overpowering pleasure that
passed over his face at her words, she blushed. She unquestionably
blushed and hurried on, scarcely waiting for his reply. Some days later,
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