The Duke's Daughter; and, The Fugitives; vol. 2/3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Duke's Daughter; and, The Fugitives; vol. 2/3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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But as for herself she had said her say. Her father bade her good night
in a peremptory tone, dismissing her beyond appeal. But he was very
kind, and kissed her, though she was conscious of a thrill and tremor
about him when he did so, which she could not understand to be
suppressed rage. But as it was, Helen retired with a weight gone from
her heart, as she said--yet not such a complete relief as she had felt
at the first moment. Only ruin, only poverty! these were nothing. But
then--people were sorry for men who had lost all their money, nobody was
cruel to them, or thought it their fault; it was nothing to be ashamed
of; the best people in the world (she reflected) have been poor;
therefore why, _why_ had he fled from home? Why had he not faced the
worst? Better even, Helen thought, to have endured a little vexation, to
have given up everything, than to have become fugitives, and worn
disguises, and feared a friendly face, and changed their name. The
weight came back as these strange details recurred to her mind. That
false beard! would any deprivation, any scorn of cruel creditors, any
misfortune have been so bad, so debasing, so shameful as _that_? And why
should Charley Ashton’s honest face have so appalled him? Ah! Charley
Ashton could meet the gaze of all the world and never flinch; he would
not disguise himself, nor hide himself, whatever might be the danger.
Helen tried to represent to herself that she was not the judge, as he
had said--that her father must know best; but there is nothing so
difficult to believe as this, especially when reason seems all on our
side.
The pain was gnawing again when she lay down by Janey’s side. Poverty:
but we are not poor! Helen said to herself, almost leaping up in her
bed. They had spent a great deal of money and spared nothing; indeed
there had never been any attempt to spare anything. It was not an art
they understood. But, happily, sleep began to steal upon her young
eyes, even in the midst of her agitation. The night before had been one
long vigil; she could not be kept awake, even by the misery of these
thoughts.
END OF THE SECOND VOLUME.
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