British -- Cuba -- Fiction; Cuba -- History -- Revolution, 1895-1898 -- Fiction
The girl looked up at him wearily. “A little more restraint, Tony. What
has been done can never be undone—and I want to face the position
quietly. Last night I struggled with the horror and bitterness of it,
and one needs calmness now. We can never reopen the subject again.”
Tony moved away from her, and once more leaned upon the table. His
susceptibilities were curiously dulled, but still her coldness stung him
like the lash of a whip, for he could see the contempt beneath it and
could more easily have borne scathing reproaches.
“Well,” he said very slowly, “nothing can happen to me that I have not
deserved. I make no defence.”
He saw the little gleam in the girl’s eyes, and there was something in
her face which suggested faint approbation.
“I promised to marry you—and that carries an obligation, but you
destroyed the love I had for you,” she said.
“It would be a very hard thing, but I can give you that promise back. I
haven’t fallen quite so far that I would take you when you have only
contempt for me. I have done wrong, but there may be a faint chance left
me, in spite of my worthlessness. Is it quite out of the question that I
should redeem the past?”
Violet sat motionless for the space of several minutes, and Tony felt
the throbbing of his heart as he watched her. Then she said very slowly,
“I cannot see my duty—and so it would be presumption to show you yours,
but I am not the person you have wronged most grievously.”
“No. You mean Bernard Appleby? Well, it would be almost too much to
expect you to believe in me again; but I can, at least, show you I am
sorry for what I have done—and if I brought him back—”
The girl slowly shook her head. “I can make no promise now,” she said.
“Still, you would wish me to make it right with him?” and Tony stood
still looking at her with a faint gleam of hope in his eyes.
“Not because I wish it, Tony. Can’t you realize that you must make him
reparation?”
Tony slowly straightened himself, but his face was quietly resolute.
“Yes,” he said. “I wonder if Miss Harding will tell me where he is? I am
going to Cuba. Of course, it can never give me back your esteem. That I
threw away—but perhaps as the days go by you will not think of me so
bitterly. You will try? That is all I can ask for in the meanwhile.”
Violet rose, outwardly very calm and cold, though her heart was
throbbing painfully. There was something in the man’s face she had never
seen there before, and though he spoke very quietly the little thrill in
his voice was not without its effect on her.
“I think Miss Harding is here now,” she said. “She asked if she might
come, and I fancied I heard her voice a little while ago, but I do not
know if she will tell you. I am glad you are going, Tony.”
Tony looked down on her gravely, with a curious wistfulness in his eyes,
and then, before she quite grasped his intentions, laid his hands on her
shoulders and kissed her cheeks.
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