British -- Cuba -- Fiction; Cuba -- History -- Revolution, 1895-1898 -- Fiction
Violet Wayne in the meanwhile lay very still in her chair. The blow had
blunted her susceptibilities, too, and the pain was less intense. She
felt numb and passionless, and only realized that the man she had
striven to believe in had never existed. The actual Tony had been shown
to her, and it was with difficulty she had overcome the sense of disgust
and horror which accompanied the revelation. Still, the evident
sincerity of his desire to make reparation had touched her, and she was
sensible of a curious pity for him. The tenderness was, however, alloyed
with contempt, and she wondered vaguely whether that would pass with
time. In the meanwhile she was glad he was going to Cuba, for she would
be more sure of herself, and where her duty lay, when he came back with
his task accomplished, though she realized with a curious unconcern that
she might never see him again. Then there was a little tapping at the
door, and it was almost a relief to her when Nettie Harding came in.
“I feel horribly mean, and want to ask you to forgive me because I am
going away in a day or two,” she said. “Still, I felt I had to tell that
story, and if it was necessary I think I would tell it again. I knew it
would hurt you, but I couldn’t help it.”
Violet smiled a trifle wearily. “It was a little painful. One can’t hide
it. Still, I don’t think anybody would blame you.”
Nettie came forward and seized her hands impulsively. “My dear,” she
said, “it would almost have killed me, and I’m ever so sorry—but what
could I do? And you know you told me when I tried to ask you that it was
better to know the truth. Can’t you understand that if it was only
because you didn’t know what kind of man he was I had to tell you?”
“And that was your only reason?”
“No. There was the other man who took the blame! I didn’t tell you, but
the insurrection has broken out around Santa Marta where he is again,
and he has left all he had and gone back to his comrades because he
promised he would when they wanted him, though he knew my father would
have made him rich if he had stayed with him. When I thought of him,
ragged, hungry, and thirsty, and perhaps wounded, too, while Tony
Palliser had everything, I could not sit still and say nothing.”
Violet’s gaze grew steadier as she said, “What is that man to you?”
“Nothing. Only a friend. Oh, of course, you can’t understand, but a girl
in America can be quite fond of a man without falling in love with him.
Bernard Appleby never tried even the mildest flirtation with me, and
he’d have been sorry if he had. He’s nice, and makes one trust him, but
he’s ’way behind the man I’m going to marry.”
Her tone carried conviction with it, and Violet made a little gesture.
“Yes,” she said slowly, “it is not astonishing that you believe in him.”
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