Malling recognized the second voice as Lady Sophia's. A moment, and she
was ushered into the room. She was dressed in black, but not in widow's
weeds, and wore a veil which she pushed hastily up as she came in almost
with a rush. When she saw Malling, for a moment she looked disconcerted.
"Oh, I thought--" she began. She stood still. Chichester said nothing,
and did not move. Malling went toward her.
"I was very much grieved," he said, "at the news I heard to-day."
She gave him her hand. He knew his words were conventional. How could
they be anything else? But Lady Sophia's manner in giving him her hand
was not conventional. She stretched it out without even looking at him.
She said nothing. Her eyes were fixed upon Chichester, who stood on the
other side of the little room in a rigid attitude, with his eyes cast
down, as if he could not bear to see the woman who had just entered.
"I offer you my sympathy," Malling added.
"Sympathy!" said Lady Sophia, with a sharp note in her voice suggestive
of intense, almost febrile excitement. "Then didn't you know?"
She stared at him, turning her head swiftly.
"Know?"
"That I had left him? Yes, I left him, and now he is dead. Do you expect
me to be sorry? Well, I am not sorry. Ah, I see you don't understand!"
She made a movement toward Chichester. It was obvious that she was so
intensely excited that she had lost the power of self-control.
"Nobody understands me but you!" she cried out to Chichester. "You
knew what he was, you knew what I endured, you know what I must feel
now. Oh, it's no use pretending. I'm sick of pretence. You have taught me
to care for absolute truth and only that. My relations, my friends--ah!
to-day I have been almost suffocated with hypocrisy! And now, when I
come here--" she flung out her hand toward Mailing--"to get away from it
all--'grieved,' 'my sympathy!' I can't bear any more of that. Tell him!
You tell him! You're so strong, so terribly sincere! One can rest upon
your strength when all else fails one!"
She tottered. For an instant it seemed to Malling that she was going to
fall against Chichester's shoulder; but she caught at a chair, and saved
herself.
"Mr. Chichester!" she said, "tell him! Tell him for me!"
"I have nothing to tell him," said Chichester, with a sort of mild,
almost weak coldness, and wearily.
"Nothing!" She went nearer to him. "But--you don't welcome me!"
Chichester looked up, but immediately cast down his eyes again.
"I cannot," he said. "At this moment I simply cannot."
An expression of terrified surprise transformed Lady Sophia's face. She
went close up to Chichester, staring at him.
"Why not?" she asked.
"You must know that."
She stood still, always staring at him, as if searching for something
which she did not find.
"Why not?" she repeated.
"You left--him when he needed you most. You left him to die alone."
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