Adventure stories; Fiction; Mystery fiction; Short stories
The effect of this tale on the mind of Harry Desborough was instant and
convincing. The Fair Cuban had been already the loveliest, she now
became, in his eyes, the most romantic, the most innocent, and the most
unhappy of her sex. He was bereft of words to utter what he felt: what
pity, what admiration, what youthful envy of a career so vivid and
adventurous. ‘O madam!’ he began; and finding no language adequate to
that apostrophe, caught up her hand and wrung it in his own. ‘Count upon
me,’ he added, with bewildered fervour; and getting somehow or other out
of the apartment and from the circle of that radiant sorceress, he found
himself in the strange out-of-doors, beholding dull houses, wondering at
dull passers-by, a fallen angel. She had smiled upon him as he left, and
with how significant, how beautiful a smile! The memory lingered in his
heart; and when he found his way to a certain restaurant where music was
performed, flutes (as it were of Paradise) accompanied his meal. The
strings went to the melody of that parting smile; they paraphrased and
glossed it in the sense that he desired; and for the first time in his
plain and somewhat dreary life, he perceived himself to have a taste for
music.
The next day, and the next, his meditations moved to that delectable air.
Now he saw her, and was favoured; now saw her not at all; now saw her and
was put by. The fall of her foot upon the stair entranced him; the books
that he sought out and read were books on Cuba, and spoke of her
indirectly; nay, and in the very landlady’s parlour, he found one that
told of precisely such a hurricane, and, down to the smallest detail,
confirmed (had confirmation been required) the truth of her recital.
Presently he began to fall into that prettiest mood of a young love, in
which the lover scorns himself for his presumption. Who was he, the dull
one, the commonplace unemployed, the man without adventure, the impure,
the untruthful, to aspire to such a creature made of fire and air, and
hallowed and adorned by such incomparable passages of life? What should
he do, to be more worthy? by what devotion, call down the notice of these
eyes to so terrene a being as himself?
He betook himself, thereupon, to the rural privacy of the square, where,
being a lad of a kind heart, he had made himself a circle of
acquaintances among its shy frequenters, the half-domestic cats and the
visitors that hung before the windows of the Children’s Hospital. There
he walked, considering the depth of his demerit and the height of the
adored one’s super-excellence; now lighting upon earth to say a pleasant
word to the brother of some infant invalid; now, with a great heave of
breath, remembering the queen of women, and the sunshine of his life.
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