He was conscious of being an object of curious inquiry. Meeting stage
coaches was equivalent to being fired at by fifty pistols. Low words
echoed from lip to lip: "Black Mose," "bad man," "graveyard of his own,"
"good fellow when sober," etc. Sometimes, irritated and reckless, he
lived up to his sinister reputation, and when some Eastern gentleman in
brown corduroy timidly approached to say, "Fine weather," Mose turned
upon him a baleful glare under which the questioner shriveled, to the
delight of the driver, who vastly admired the new guard.
At times he was unnecessarily savage. Well-meaning men who knew nothing
about him, except that he was a guard, were rebuffed in quite the same
way. He was indeed becoming self-conscious, as if on exhibition,
somehow--and this feeling deepened as the days passed, for nothing
happened. No lurking forms showed in the shadow of the pines. No voice
called "Halt!" It became more and more like a stage play.
He was much disturbed by Jack's letter which was waiting for him one
night when he returned to Wagon Wheel.
"DEAR HARRY: I went up to see Mary a few weeks ago and found
she had gone to Chicago. Her father died over a year ago and
she decided soon after to go to the city and go on with her
music. She's in some conservatory there. I don't know which
one. I tried hard to keep her on my own account but she
wouldn't listen to me. Well, yes, she listened but she shook
her head. She dropped King soon after your visit--whether you
had anything to do with that or not I don't know--I think you
did, but as you didn't write she gave you up as a bad
job. She always used to talk of you and wonder where you
were, and every time I called she used to sing If I Were a
Voice. She never _said_ she was singing it for you, but there
were tears in her eyes--and in mine, too, old man. You
oughtn't to be throwing yourself away in that wild,
God-forsaken country. We discussed you most of the time. Once
in a while she'd see a little note in the paper about you,
and cut it out and send it to me. I did the same. We heard of
you at Flagstaff, Arizona. Then that row you had with the
Mormons was the next we knew, but we couldn't write. She said
it was pretty tough to hear of you only in some scrape, but I
told her your side hadn't been heard from and that gave her a
lot of comfort. The set-to you had about the Indians' right
to hunt pleased us both. That was a straight case. She said
it was like a knight of the olden time.
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