As they walked along the corridor together they formed a singularly
handsome couple. He was clad in a well-worn but neat black suit, which
he wore with grace. His big-rimmed black hat was crushed in his left
hand. Mary was in pale blue which became her well, and on her softly
rounded face a thoughtful smile rested. She always walked with uncommon
dignity, and the eyes of many young men followed her. There was
something about her companion not quite analyzable to her city
friends--something alien and savage and admirable.
Entering the hall they found it well filled, but Mary secured a seat
near the side door for Harold, and with a smile said, "I may not see you
till to-morrow. Here is my address. Come up early. At three. I want a
long talk with you."
Left to himself the plainsman looked around the hall which seemed a
splendid and spacious one to him. It was filled with ladies in beautiful
costumes, and with men in clawhammer coats. He had seen pictures of
evening suits in the newspapers but never before had he been privileged
to behold live men in them. The men seemed pale and puny for the most
part. He had never before seen ladies in low-necked dresses and one just
before him seemed shamelessly naked, and he gazed at her in
astonishment. He was glad Mary had more modesty.
The concert interested him but did not move him. The songs were
brilliant but without meaning. He waited with fierce impatience for Mary
to come on, and during this wait he did an inordinate amount of
thinking. A hundred new conceptions came into his besieged
brain--engaging but by no means confusing him. He perceived that Mary
was already as much a part of this high-colored life as she had been of
the life of Marmion, quite at ease, certain of herself, and the canon
between them widened swiftly. She was infinitely further away from him
than before. His cause now entirely hopeless, he had no right to ask any
such sacrifice of her--even if she were ready to make it.
As she stepped out upon the stage in the glare of the light, she seemed
as far from him as the roseate crown of snow on Sierra Blanca, and he
shivered with a sort of awe. Her singing moved him less than her
delicate beauty--but her voice and the pretty way she had of lifting her
chin thrilled him just as when he sat in the little church at Marmion.
The flowerlike texture of her skin and the exquisite grace of her hands
plunged him into gloom.
He did not join in the generous applause which followed--he wondered if
she would sing If I Were a Voice for him. He felt a numbness creeping
over his limbs and he drew his breath like one in pain. Mary looked pale
as a lily as she returned and stood waiting for the applause to die
away. Then out over the tense audience, straight toward him, soared her
voice quivering with emotion--she dared to sing the old song for him.
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