The Early Short Fiction of Edith Wharton — Part 1Wharton, Edith
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The Early Short Fiction of Edith Wharton — Part 1
Wharton, Edith
Fiction; Short stories, American
“She thinks the pound of flesh you took was a little too near the
heart.”
He was excessively pale. “Please tell me exactly what she said of me.”
“She did not speak much of you: she is proud. But I gather that while
she understands love or indifference, her eyes have never been opened to
the many intermediate shades of feeling. At any rate, she expressed an
unwillingness to be taken with reservations--she thinks you would have
loved her better if you had loved some one else first. The point of view
is original--she insists on a man with a past!”
“Oh, a past--if she’s serious--I could rake up a past!” he said with a
laugh.
“So I suggested: but she has her eyes on this particular portion of it.
She insists on making it a test case. She wanted to know what you had
done to me; and before I could guess her drift I blundered into telling
her.”
Thursdale drew a difficult breath. “I never supposed--your revenge is
complete,” he said slowly.
He heard a little gasp in her throat. “My revenge? When I sent for you
to warn you--to save you from being surprised as I was surprised?”
“You’re very good--but it’s rather late to talk of saving me.” He held
out his hand in the mechanical gesture of leave-taking.
“How you must care!--for I never saw you so dull,” was her answer.
“Don’t you see that it’s not too late for me to help you?” And as
he continued to stare, she brought out sublimely: “Take the rest--in
imagination! Let it at least be of that much use to you. Tell her I lied
to her--she’s too ready to believe it! And so, after all, in a sense, I
sha’n’t have been wasted.”
His stare hung on her, widening to a kind of wonder. She gave the look
back brightly, unblushingly, as though the expedient were too simple to
need oblique approaches. It was extraordinary how a few words had swept
them from an atmosphere of the most complex dissimulations to this
contact of naked souls.
It was not in Thursdale to expand with the pressure of fate; but
something in him cracked with it, and the rift let in new light. He went
up to his friend and took her hand.
“You would do it--you would do it!”
She looked at him, smiling, but her hand shook.
“Good-by,” he said, kissing it.
“Good-by? You are going--?”
“To get my letter.”
“Your letter? The letter won’t matter, if you will only do what I ask.”
He returned her gaze. “I might, I suppose, without being out of
character. Only, don’t you see that if your plan helped me it could only
harm her?”
“Harm HER?”
“To sacrifice you wouldn’t make me different. I shall go on being what
I have always been--sifting and sorting, as she calls it. Do you want my
punishment to fall on HER?”
She looked at him long and deeply. “Ah, if I had to choose between
you--!”
“You would let her take her chance? But I can’t, you see. I must take my
punishment alone.”
She drew her hand away, sighing. “Oh, there will be no punishment for
either of you.”
“For either of us? There will be the reading of her letter for me.”
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