Children -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Paranormal fiction
‘Then it is because you are part and parcel of my inner self that you
seem so real and intimate and—true?’ he asked passionately.
‘Of course. I am in your very blood; I beat in your heart; I understand
your every passion and emotion, because I am present at their birth. The
most fleeting of your dreams finds its reflection in me; your spirit’s
faintest aspiration runs through me like a trumpet call; and, now that
you have found me, we need never, we _can_ never, separate!’
The passion of her words broke over his heart like a wave. He felt
himself trembling.
‘But it is all so swift and wonderful that it makes me almost
afraid—afraid it cannot last,’ he objected, knowing all the time that
his words were but a common device to make his pleasure the more real.
‘If only, oh, if only I could carry you away with me into that outer
world——!’
She laughed deliciously in his face. ‘It is from that very “outer world”
that you have carried me _in here_,’ she told him softly, ‘for I am
always with you.’ And with the words came that fugitive trick of voice
and gesture that made him certain he knew her—then was gone again. ‘In
the house with your sister and the children,’ she continued; ‘when you
write your Aventures and your verses; in your daily round of duties,
small and great; and when you lie down at night—ah! especially then—I
curl up beside you in your heart, and fly with you through all your
funny dreamland, and wake your dear eyes with a kiss so soft you never
know it. In your early morning rambles, as in your reveries of the dusk,
I never leave you—because I cannot. All day long I am beside you, though
you little realise my presence. I share half your pleasures and all your
pains. And in return you hand over to me half that soul whose unuttered
prayers have thus created me afresh for your salvation.’
‘But it must be my own voice speaking,’ he cried inwardly, satisfied and
happy beyond belief. ‘It is the words of my own thoughts that I hear!’
‘Because I am your own thoughts speaking,’ she replied instantly, as
though he had uttered aloud. ‘I lie, you see, behind your inmost
thoughts!’
They walked through sunny meadows, picking their way among islands of
wild flowers. There was no sound but the murmur of wind and river, and
the singing of birds. Fleecy clouds, here and there in the blue, hung
cool and white, watching them. The whole world, Paul felt, listened
without shyness.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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