Children -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Paranormal fiction
‘_You!_’ She laughed in his face, so to speak. ‘You, of course. Part of
you is in me, so I couldn’t go on without you. But when you are ready,
and have done your work, we’ll go on together. Daddy is waiting, too.
Oh, it’s simply splendid—a very-splendid-indeed aventure, you see!’
Again she laughed through that darkened room till it seemed filled with
white light, and the light flooded his very soul as he heard her.
‘You _will_ wait, Nixie?’ he asked.
‘I _must_ wait. Both of us must wait. We are all together, you see.’
And, after another long pause, he asked another question:
‘This work, then, that keeps me here——?’
‘Your London boys, of course. There’s no one in the whole world who can
do it so well. You’ve been picked out for it; that’s what really brought
you home from America!’ And she burst out into such a peal of laughter
that Paul laughed with her. He simply couldn’t help himself. He felt
like singing at the same time. It was all so happy and reasonable and
perfect.
‘You’ve got the money and the time and the ’thusiasm,’ she went on; ‘and
over here there are thousands and millions of children all watching you
and clapping their hands and dancing for joy. I’ve told them all the
Aventures you wrote, but they think this is the best of all—the
London-Boys-Aventure!’
He felt his heart swell within him. It seemed that the child’s hair was
again about his eyes, her slender arms clasping his neck, and her blue
eyes peering into his as when she begged him of old in the nursery or
schoolroom for an aventure, a story.
‘So you’ll never give it up, will you, Uncle Paul?’ she sang, in that
tiny soft voice through the darkness.
‘Never,’ he said.
‘Promise?’
‘Promise,’ he replied.
The thought of those ‘thousands and millions’ of children watching his
work from the other side of death was one that would come back to
strengthen him in the future hours of discouragement that he was sure to
know.
And much more she told him besides. They talked, it seemed, for ever—yet
said so little. Into mere moments—such was the swift and concentrated
nature of their intimacy—they compressed hours of earthly conversation;
for his thoughts were heard and answered as soon as born within him, and
a whole train of ideas that the lips ordinarily stammer over in
difficult detail crowded easily into a single expression—a thought, a
desire, a question half uttered, and then a reply that comprehended all.
There was no labour or weariness, no sense of effort.
Moreover, when at length he heard her faint whisper, ‘Now I must go,’ it
conveyed no sense of departure or loss. She did not leave him. It was
more as though he closed a much-loved book and replaced it in his
pocket. The pictures evoked do not leave the mind because the cover is
closed; they remain, on the contrary, to be absorbed by the heart.
Nixie’s silvery presence was _in him_; he would always feel her now,
even when his thoughts seemed busy with outer activities.
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