Children -- Fiction; Fantasy fiction; Paranormal fiction
In this way, most strangely, sweetly, naturally, even the trivial
details of their daily life as they had always known it together,
intermingled with the talk that was often very earnest, mystical, and
pregnant with meanings. It was in every sense a continuation of their
former relationship, touched on her side with a greater knowledge—almost
as though she had suddenly developed to the point she might have reached
in time upon the earth; on his side, with a delicate sense of accepting
guidance from some one with greater privileges than himself, who had
come back on purpose to help and inspire him.
For more and more it seemed to partake of the nature of genuine
inspiration. Speech came direct and swift as thought, without hesitation
or stammering as in the flesh. She told him many things, often quaintly
enough expressed, but that yet seemed to hold the kernel of deep truths.
There had never been the least break in their companionship, it seemed.
‘I knew all this before,’ she said, after a singular exchange of
questions and answers about the nature of communion with invisible
sources of mood and feeling, ‘only I suppose my brain had not got big
enough, or whatever it was, to tell it. Like your poets you used to tell
me about who couldn’t find their rhymes, perhaps.’
And her laughter flowed about him in a rippling flood that instantly
woke his own. They always laughed. They felt so happy. It was a
communion between old souls that surely had bathed deeply in the
experiences of life before they had become imprisoned in the particular
bodies known as Paul Rivers and Margaret Christina Messenger.
He became convinced, too, more and more that she really did not speak at
all—that no actual sound set the waves of air in motion—but that she put
her words into him in the form of thoughts, and that he it was, in order
to grasp them clearly, who clothed them with the symbols of sound and
language. It was essentially of the nature of inspiration. She _blew_
the ideas into his heart and mind.
And many things that he asked her were undoubtedly little more than his
own thoughts, half-formed and vague, lying in the depths of him.
‘Then, over there, where you now are, is it—more real? Are you, as it
were, one stage nearer to the great Reality? What’s it like——?’
‘It’s through the real “Crack,” I think,’ she answered. ‘Everything is
here that I imagined—but _really_ imagined—on earth. And people who
imagined nothing, or wanted only the world, find very little here.’
‘Then is the change very great——?’
‘It doesn’t seem to me like a change at all. I’ve been here before for
visits. Now I’ve come to stay, that’s all!’
‘You yourself have not changed?’
She roared with laughter, till he felt that his question was really
absurd.
‘Of course not! How can I change? I’m always Nixie, wherever I am!’
‘But you feel different——?’ he insisted.
‘I feel better,’ she answered, still laughing. ‘I feel awfully jolly.’
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