Courtship -- Fiction; Egoism -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Love stories; Psychological fiction
"I am sure, Crossjay--no, I will not say I am sure: but can you say you
are sure you were out first this morning? Well, will you say you are
sure that when you left the house you did not see me in the avenue? You
can't: ah!"
"Miss Middleton, I do really believe I was dressed first."
"Always be truthful, my dear boy, and then you may feel that Clara
Middleton will always love you."
"But, Miss Middleton, when you're married you won't be Clara
Middleton."
"I certainly shall, Crossjay."
"No, you won't, because I'm so fond of your name!"
She considered, and said: "You have warned me, Crossjay, and I shall
not marry. I shall wait," she was going to say, "for you," but turned
the hesitation to a period. "Is the village where I posted my letter
the day before yesterday too far for you?"
Crossjay howled in contempt. "Next to Clara, my favourite's Lucy," he
said.
"I thought Clara came next to Nelson," said she; "and a long way off
too, if you're not going to be a landlubber."
"I'm not going to be a landlubber. Miss Middleton, you may be
absolutely positive on your solemn word."
"You're getting to talk like one a little now and then, Crossjay."
"Then I won't talk at all."
He stuck to his resolution for one whole minute.
Clara hoped that on this morning of a doubtful though imperative
venture she had done some good.
They walked fast to cover the distance to the village post-office, and
back before the breakfast hour: and they had plenty of time, arriving
too early for the opening of the door, so that Crossjay began to dance
with an appetite, and was despatched to besiege a bakery. Clara felt
lonely without him: apprehensively timid in the shuttered, unmoving
village street. She was glad of his return. When at last her letter was
handed to her, on the testimony of the postman that she was the lawful
applicant, Crossjay and she put out on a sharp trot to be back at the
Hall in good time. She took a swallowing glance of the first page of
Lucy's writing:
"Telegraph, and I will meet you. I will supply you with everything you
can want for the two nights, if you cannot stop longer."
That was the gist of the letter. A second, less voracious, glance at it
along the road brought sweetness:--Lucy wrote:
"Do I love you as I did? my best friend, you must fall into unhappiness
to have the answer to that."
Clara broke a silence.
"Yes, dear Crossjay, and if you like you shall have another walk with
me after breakfast. But, remember, you must not say where you have gone
with me. I shall give you twenty shillings to go and buy those bird's
eggs and the butterflies you want for your collection; and mind,
promise me, to-day is your last day of truancy. Tell Mr. Whitford how
ungrateful you know you have been, that he may have some hope of you.
You know the way across the fields to the railway station?"
"You save a mile; you drop on the road by Combline's mill, and then
there's another five-minutes' cut, and the rest's road."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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