“It's a God-like thing you have done, ma'am!” he said. “But I can not
make the return it deserves. From the heart of my heart I thank you. I
can say no more.”
His voice trembled. She heard a stifled sob. He had turned away to
conceal his emotion.
And now came greatness indeed to the front. Instead of drawing herself
up with the bitter pride of a woman whose best is scorned, Alexa behaved
divinely. She went close to Andrew, laid her hand on his arm, and said:
“Forgive me, Andrew. I made a mistake. I had no right to make it. Do not
be grieved, I beg; you are nowise to blame. Let us continue friends!”
“Thank you, ma'am!” said Andrew, in a tone of deepest gratitude; and
neither said a word more. They walked side by side back to the house.
Said Alexa to herself:
“I have at least been refused by a man worthy of the honor I did him! I
made no mistake in _him_!”
When they reached the door, she stopped. Andrew took off his hat, and
said, holding it in his hand as he spoke:
“Good-night, ma'am! You _will_ send for me if you want me?”
“I will. Good-night!” said Alexa, and went in with a strange weight on
her heart.
Shut in her room, she wept sorely, but not bitterly; and the next day
old Meg, at least, saw no change in her.
Said Andrew to himself:
“I will be her servant always.”
He was humbled, not uplifted.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
ANOTHER OFFERING.
The next evening, that before the trial, Andrew presented himself at the
prison, and was admitted. Dawtie came to meet him, held out her hand,
and said:
“Thank you, Andrew!”
“How are you, Dawtie?”
“Well enough, Andrew!”
“God is with us, Dawtie.”
“Are you sure, Andrew?”
“Dawtie, I can not see God's eyes looking at me, but I am ready to do
what He wants me to do, and so I feel He is with me.”
“Oh, Andrew, I wish I could be sure!”
“Let us take the risk together, Dawtie!”
“What risk, Andrew?”
“The risk that makes you not sure, Dawtie--the risk that is at once the
worst and the least--the risk that our hope should be in vain, and there
is no God. But, Dawtie, there is that in my heart that cries Christ
_did_ die, and _did_ rise again, and God is doing His best. His perfect
love is our perfect safety. It is hard upon Him that His own children
will not trust Him!”
“If He would but show Himself!”
“The sight of Him now would make us believe in Him without knowing Him;
and what kind of faith would that be for Him or for us! We should be bad
children, taking Him for a weak parent! We must _know_ Him! When we do,
there will be no fear, no doubt. We shall run straight home! Dawtie,
shall we go together?”
“Yes, surely, Andrew! God knows I try. I'm ready to do whatever you tell
me, Andrew!”
“No, Dawtie! You must never do what I tell you, except you think it
right.”
“Yes, I know that. But I am sure I should think it right!”
“We've been of one mind for a long time now, Dawtie!”
“Sin' lang afore I had ony min' o' my ain!” responded Dawtie, turning to
her vernacular.
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