A few days after she and Dawtie carried the cup to Crawford, a parcel
arrived at Potlurg, containing a beautiful silver case, and inside the
case the jeweled watch--with a letter from George, begging Alexa to
accept his present, and assuring her of his conviction that the moment
he annoyed her with any further petition, she would return it. He
expressed his regret that he had brought such suffering upon Dawtie, and
said he was ready to make whatever amends her husband might think fit.
Alexa accepted the watch, and wore it. She thought her father would like
her to do so.
CHAPTER XXXVII.
THE HOUR BEFORE DAWN.
The friendship of the three was never broken. I will not say that, as
she lay awake in the dark, the eyes of Alexa never renewed the tears of
that autumn night on which she turned her back upon the pride of self,
but her tears were never those of bitterness, of self-scorn, or of
self-pity.
“If I am to be pitied,” she would say to herself, “let the Lord pity me!
I am not ashamed, and will not be sorry. I have nothing to resent; no
one has wronged me.”
Andrew died in middle age. His wife said the Master wanted him for
something nobody else could do, or He would not have taken him from her.
She wept and took comfort, for she lived in expectation.
One night when she and Alexa were sitting together at Potlurg, about a
month after his burial, speaking of many things with the freedom of a
long and tried love, Alexa said, after a pause of some duration:
“Were you not very angry with me then, Dawtie?”
“When, ma'am?”
“When Andrew told you.”
“Told me what, ma'am? I must be stupid to-night, for I can't think what
you mean.”
“When he told you I wanted him, not knowing he was yours.”
“I ken naething o' what ye're mintin' at, mem,” persisted Dawtie, in a
tone of bewilderment.
“Oh! I thought you had no secrets from one another.”
“I don't know that we ever had--except things in his books that he said
were God's secrets, which I should understand some day, for God was
telling them as fast as He could get his children to understand them.”
“I see,” sighed Alexa; “you were made for each other. But this is my
secret, and I have the right to tell it. He kept it for me to tell you.
I thought all the time you knew it.”
“I don't want to know anything Andrew would not tell me.”
“He thought it was my secret, you see, not his, and that was why he did
not tell you.”
“Of coarse, ma'am. Andrew always did what was right.”
“Well, then, Dawtie--I offered to be his wife if he would have me.”
“And what did he say?” asked Dawtie, with the composure of one listening
to a story learned from a book.
“He told me he couldn't. But I'm not sure what he _said_. The words went
away.”
“When was it he asked you?” said Dawtie, sunk in thought.
“The night but one before the trial,” answered Alexa.
“He micht hae ta'en you, then, i'stead o' me--a lady an' a'. Oh, mem! do
you think he took me 'cause I was in trouble? He micht hae been laird
himsel'.”
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