"Yes," admitted Clifford, leaning back and letting his head droop a
little; "I can seldom do anything when I am not quite at ease in mind.
Rather a misfortune, but not an uncommon one with artists."
The conversation turned on this subject for a few minutes, Madeline
taking part in it in a way that showed her resolve to act as she had
recommended in her note. Then Mrs. Lessingham rose and left the two
together. Madeline seemed also about to move; she followed the
departing lady with her eyes, and at length, as though adding a final
remark, said to Clifford:
"There are several things you have been so kind as to lend me that I
must return before you go, Mr. Marsh. I will make a parcel of them, and
a servant shall take them to your room.
"Thank you."
Since the quarrel, Madeline had not worn her ring of betrothal, but
this was the first time she had spoken of returning presents.
"I am sorry you have had news that disturbed you," she continued, as if
in calm friendliness. "But I dare say it is something you will soon
forget. In future you probably won't think so much of little
annoyances."
"Probably not."
She smiled, and walked away, stopping to glance at a picture before she
left the room. Clifford was left with knitted brows and uneasy mind; he
had not believed her capable of this sedateness. For some reason,
Madeline had been dressing herself with unusual care of late (the
result, in fact, of frequent observation of Cecily), and just now, as
he entered, it had struck him that she was after all very pretty, that
no one could impugn his taste in having formerly chosen her. His
reference to her letter was a concession, made on the moment's impulse.
Her rejecting it so unmistakably looked serious. Had she even ceased to
be jealous?
In the course of the afternoon, one of Mrs. Gluck's servants deposited
a parcel in his chamber. When he found it, he bit his lips. Indeed,
things looked serious at last. He passed the hours till dinner in
rather comfortless solitude.
But at dinner he was opposite Cecily, and he thought he had never seen
her so brilliant. Perhaps the day in the open air--there was a fresh
breeze--had warmed the exquisite colour of her cheeks and given her
eyes an even purer radiance than of wont. The dress she wore was not
new to him, but its perfection made stronger appeal to his senses than
previously. How divine were the wreaths and shadowings of her hair!
With what gracile loveliness did her neck bend as she spoke to Mrs.
Lessingham! What hand ever shone with more delicate beauty than hers in
the offices of the meal? It pained him to look at Madeline and make
comparison.
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