She crept back to her bed and lay there with her heart throbbing and
her eyes on the edges of moonlight that slipped in over the trampled
sage leaves. Zavier was on sentry duty that night, and she could hear
the padding of his step as he moved back and forth through the sleeping
camp. On the dark walls of the tent the vision she had seen kept
repeating itself, and as it returned upon her mental sight, new
questions surged into her mind. A veil had been raised, and she had
caught a glimpse of something in life, a new factor in the world, she
had never known of. The first faint comprehension of it, the first
stir of sympathy with it, crept toward her understanding and tried to
force an entrance. She pushed it out, feeling frightened, feeling as
if it were an intruder, that once admitted would grow dominant and
masterful, and she would never be her own again.
CHAPTER III
The next morning Susan could not help stealing inquiring looks at Lucy.
Surely the participant in such a nocturnal adventure must bear some
signs of it upon her face. Lucy had suddenly become a disturbing and
incomprehensible problem. In trying to readjust her conception of the
practical and energetic girl, Susan found herself confronted with the
artifices of a world-old, feminine duplicity that she had never before
encountered, and knew no more of than she did of the tumult that had
possession of poor Lucy's tormented soul. Here was the heroine of a
midnight rendezvous going about her work with her habitual nervous
capability, dressing the children, preparing the breakfast, seeing that
Bella was comfortably disposed on her mattress in the wagon. She had
not a glance for Zavier. Could a girl steal out to meet and kiss a man
in the moonlight and the next morning look at him with a limpid,
undrooping eye as devoid of consciousness as the eye of a preoccupied
cat?
The standards of the doctor's daughter were comparative and their range
limited. All she had to measure by was herself. Her imagination in
trying to compass such a situation with Susan Gillespie as the heroine,
could picture nothing as her portion but complete abasement and, of
course, a confession to her father. And how dreadful that would have
been! She could feel humiliation stealing on her at the thought of the
doctor's frowning displeasure. But Lucy had evidently told no one.
Why had she not? Why had she pretended not to like Zavier? Why? Why?
Susan found her thoughts trailing off into a perspective of questions
that brought up against a wall of incomprehension above which Lucy's
clear eyes looked at her with baffling secretiveness.
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