"But where--where to?"
"I don't know. In the mountains somewhere. There's a trail here he
knows. It branches off to the north and goes up to the places where
they get the skins."
"I don't believe you."
"It's true. The horses are waiting outside."
"Lucy, you've gone crazy. Don't--don't"-- She clung to the hand she
held, grasped upward at the arm. Both were cold and resistant. Her
pleading struck back from the hardness of the mind made up, the
irrevocable resolution.
"But he's not your husband."
Even at this moment, keyed to an act of lawlessness that in the
sheltered past would have been as impossible as murder, the great
tradition held fast. Lucy's answer came with a sudden flare of shocked
repudiation:
"He will be. There are priests and missionaries up there among the
Indians. The first one we meet will marry us. It's all right. He
loves me and he's promised."
Nothing of her wild courage came to the other girl, no echo of the call
of life and passion. It was a dark and dreadful fate, and Susan
strained her closer as if to hold her back from it.
"It's been fixed for two days. We had to wait till we got here and
crossed the trail. We're going right into the mountains and it's
summer, and there's plenty of game."
"The Indians?"
"We'll be in the Crow's country, and Zavier's mother was a Crow."
The words proved the completeness of her estrangement--the acceptance
of the alien race as no longer alien.
"Oh, Lucy, don't, don't. Wait till we get to Fort Bridger and marry
him there. Make him come to California with us. Don't do such an
awful thing--run away into the mountains with a half-breed."
"I don't care what he is. There's no one else for me but him. He's my
man and I'll go with him wherever he wants to take me."
"Wait and tell Bella."
"She wouldn't let me go. There'd be nothing but fighting and misery.
When you've made up your mind to do a thing you've got to do it
yourself, not go by what other people think."
There was a silence and they hung upon each other. Then Lucy put her
face against her friend's and kissed her.
"Good-by," she whispered, loosening her arms.
"I can't let you go. I won't. It'll kill you."
"I must. He's waiting."
She struggled from the embrace, pulling away the clasping hands
noiselessly, but with purpose. There was something of coldness, of the
semblance but not the soul of affection, in the determined softness
with which she sought release. She stole to the tent flap and peered
out. Her thoughts were already outside, flown to the shape hiding in
the shadow like birds darting from a cage. She did not turn at Susan's
strangled whisper.
"We'll never see you again, Bella, nor I, nor the children."
"Perhaps, some day, in California. He's there. I must go."
"Lucy!" She leaped after her. In the tent opening they once more
clasped each other.
"I can't let you go," Susan moaned.
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