"But it seems so childish and unfair. I don't like my girl to be
unfair. Has he ever done anything or said anything to you that
offended you?"
She gave a petulant movement: "No, but he thinks so much of himself,
and he's hard and has no feeling, and-- Oh, I don't know--it's just
that I don't like him."
David laughed:
"It's all prejudice. You can't give any real reason."
"Of course I can't. Those things don't always have reasons. You're
always asking for reasons and I never have any to give you."
"I'll have to teach you to have them."
She looked slantwise at him smiling. "I'm afraid that will be a great
undertaking. I'm very stupid about learning things. You ask father
and Daddy John what a terrible task it was getting me educated. The
only person that didn't bother about it was this one"--she laid a
finger on her chest-- "She never cared in the least."
"Well I'll begin a second education. When we get settled I'll teach
you to reason."
"Begin now." She folded her hands demurely in her lap and lifting her
head back laughed: "Here I am waiting to learn."
"No. We want more time. I'll wait till we're married."
Her laughter diminished to a smile that lay on her lips, looking stiff
and uncomfortable below the fixity of her eyes.
"That's such a long way off," she said faintly.
"Not so very long."
"Oh, California's hundreds of miles away yet. And then when we get
there we've got to find a place to settle, and till the land, and lay
out the garden and build a house, quite a nice house; I don't want to
live in a cabin. Father and I have just been talking about it. Why
it's months and months off yet."
He did not answer. She had spoken this way to him before, wafting the
subject away with evasive words. After a pause he said slowly: "Why
need we wait so long?"
"We must. I'm not going to begin my married life the way the emigrant
women do. I want to live decently and be comfortable."
He broke a sprig off a sage bush and began to pluck it apart. She had
receded to her defenses and peeped nervously at him from behind them.
"Fort Bridger," he said, his eyes on the twig, "is a big place, a sort
of rendezvous for all kinds of people."
She stared at him, her face alert with apprehension, ready to dart into
her citadel and lower the drawbridge.
"Sometimes there are missionaries stopping there."
"Missionaries?" she exclaimed in a high key. "I hate missionaries!"
This was a surprising statement. David knew the doctor to be a
supporter and believer in the Indian missions, and had often heard his
daughter acquiesce in his opinions.
"Why do you hate them?"
"I don't know. There's another thing you want a reason for. It's
getting cold up here--let's go down by the fire."
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