David was a pitiable spectacle. The dust lay thick on his face, save
round his eyes, whence he had rubbed it, leaving the sockets looking
unnaturally sunken and black. His collar was open and his neck rose
bare and roped with sinews. There was but one horse at the end of the
trail rope. As he slid out of the saddle, he dropped the rope on the
ground, saying that the other animal was sick, he had left it dying he
thought. He had found them miles off, miles and miles--with a weak
wave of his hand toward the south--near an alkaline spring where he
supposed they had been drinking. The other couldn't move, this one he
had dragged along with him. The men turned their attention to the
horse, which, with swollen body and drooping head, looked as if it
might soon follow its mate. They touched it, and spoke together, brows
knit over the trouble, not paying any attention to David, who, back in
the flesh, was sufficiently accounted for.
Susan was horrified by his appearance. She had never seen him look so
much a haggard stranger to himself. He was prostrate with fatigue, and
throughout the day he had nursed a sense of bitter injury. Now back
among them, seeing the outspread signs of their rest, and with the good
smell of their food in his nostrils, this rose to the pitch of
hysterical rage, ready to vent itself at the first excuse. The sight
of the girl, fresh-skinned from a wash in the river, instead of
soothing, further inflamed him. Her glowing well-being seemed bought
at his expense. Her words of concern spoke to his sick ear with a note
of smug, unfeeling complacence.
"David, you're half dead. Every thing'll be ready in a minute. Sit
down and rest. Here, take my blanket."
She spread her blanket for him, but he stood still, not answering,
staring at her with dull, accusing eyes. Then, with a dazed movement,
he pushed his hand over the crown of his head throwing off his hat.
The hand was unsteady, and it fell, the hooked forefinger catching in
the opening of his shirt, dragging it down and showing his bony breast.
If he had been nothing to her she would have pitied him. Sense of
wrongs done him made the pity passionate. She went to him, the
consoling woman in her eyes, and laid her hand on the one that rested
on his chest.
"David, sit down and rest. Don't move again. I'll get you everything.
I never saw you look as you do to-night."
With an angry movement he threw her hand off.
"You don't care," he said. "What does it matter to you when you've
been comfortable all day? So long as you and the others are all right
I don't matter."
It was so unlike him, his face was so changed and charged with a
childish wretchedness, that she felt no check upon her sympathy. She
knew it was not David that spoke, but a usurping spirit born of evil
days. The other men pricked their ears and listened, but she was
indifferent to their watch, and tried again to take his hand, saying,
pleadingly:
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