She heard his feet brushing toward her through the sage, and smelled
the dust and sweat upon him as he drew up beside her. She was forced
to raise her eyes and murmur a greeting. It was short and cold, and
Daddy John marveled at the ways of women, who welcomed a man from such
labors as if he had been to the creek and brought up a pail of water.
His face, gaunt and grooved with lines, made her heart swell with the
pity she had so freely given David, and the passion that had never been
his. There was no maternal softness in her now. The man beside her
was no helpless creature claiming her aid, but a conqueror upon whom
she leaned and in whom she gloried.
After he had eaten he drew a saddle back into the rock's shade, spread
a blanket and threw himself on it. Almost before he had composed his
body in comfort he was asleep, one arm thrown over his head, his sinewy
neck outstretched, his chest rising and falling in even breaths.
At noon Daddy John in broaching the cask discovered the deficit in the
water supply. She came upon the old man with the half-filled
coffee-pot in his hand staring down at its contents with a puzzled
face. She stood watching him, guilty as a thievish child, the color
mounting to her forehead. He looked up and in his eyes she read the
shock of his suspicions. Delicacy kept him silent, and as he rinsed
the water round in the pot his own face reddened in a blush for the
girl he had thought strong in honor and self-denial as he was.
"I took it," she said slowly.
He had to make allowances, not only to her, but to himself. He felt
that he must reassure her, keep her from feeling shame for the first
underhand act he had ever known her commit. So he spoke with all the
cheeriness he could command:
"I guess you needed it pretty bad. Turning out as it has I'm glad you
done it."
She saw he thought she had taken it for herself, and experienced relief
in the consciousness of unjust punishment.
"You were asleep," she said, "and I came down and took it twice."
He did not look at her for he could not bear to see her humiliation.
It was his affair to lighten her self-reproach.
"Well, that was all right. You're the only woman among us, and you've
got to be kept up."
"I--I--couldn't stand it any longer," she faltered now, wanting to
justify herself. "It was too much to bear."
"Don't say no more," he said tenderly. "Ain't you only a little girl
put up against things that 'ud break the spirit of a strong man?"
The pathos of his efforts to excuse her shook her guarded self-control.
She suddenly put her face against his shoulder in a lonely dreariness.
He made a backward gesture with his head that he might toss off his hat
and lay his cheek on her hair.
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