"I'm glad you've come. We've been watching for you ever since we
struck the Platte. There aren't any girls in the train. I and my
sister are the youngest except Mrs. Peebles over there," with a nod in
the direction of the girl on the wagon tongue, "and she's married."
The woman beside her, who had been too busy over the bacon pan to raise
her head, now straightened herself, presenting to Susan's eye a face
more buxom and mature but so like that of the speaker that it was
evident they were sisters. A band of gold gleamed on her wedding
finger and her short skirt and loose calico jacket made no attempt to
hide the fact that another baby was soon to be added to the already
well-supplied train. She smiled a placid greeting and her eye, lazily
sweeping Susan, showed a healthy curiosity tempered by the
self-engrossed indifference of the married woman to whom the outsider,
even in the heart of the wilderness, is forever the outsider.
"Lucy'll be real glad to have a friend," she said. "She's lonesome.
Turn the bacon, Lucy, it makes my back ache to bend"; and as the sister
bowed over the frying pan, "move, children, you're in the way."
This was directed to two children who lay on the grass by the fire,
with blinking eyes, already half asleep. As they did not immediately
obey she assisted them with a large foot, clad in a man's shoe. The
movement though peremptory was not rough. It had something of the
quality of the mother tiger's admonishing pats to her cubs, a certain
gentleness showing through force. The foot propelled the children into
a murmurous drowsy heap. One of them, a little girl with a shock of
white hair and a bunch of faded flowers wilting in her tight baby
grasp, looked at her mother with eyes glazed with sleep, a deep look as
though her soul was gazing back from the mysteries of unconsciousness.
"Now lie there till you get your supper," said the mother, having by
gradual pressure pried them out of the way. "And you," to Susan,
"better bring your things over and camp here and use our fire. We've
nearly finished with it."
In the desolation of the morning Susan had wished for a member of her
own sex, not to confide in but to feel that there was some one near,
who, if she did know, could understand. Now here were two. Their
fresh, simple faces on which an artless interest was so naively
displayed, their pleasant voices, not cultured as hers was but women's
voices for all that, gave her spirits a lift. Her depression quite
dropped away, the awful lonely feeling, all the more whelming because
nobody could understand it, departed from her. She ran back to the
camp singing and for the first time that day looked at David, whose
presence she had shunned, with her old, brilliant smile.
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