Her fire kindled, the camp in shape, she lay down by the little blaze
with her head under a lupine plant. Her wrath had simmered to
appeasement by the retirement of the doctor into his wagon, and David,
glimpsing at her, saw that her eyes, a thread of observation between
black-fringed lids, dwelt musingly on the sky. She looked as if she
might be dreaming a maiden's dream of love. He hazarded a tentative
remark. Her eyes moved, touched him indifferently, and passed back to
the sky, and an unformed murmur, interrogation, acquiescence, casual
response, anything he pleased to think it, escaped her lips. He
watched her as he could when she was not looking at him. A loosened
strand of her hair lay among the lupine roots, one of her hands rested,
brown and upcurled, on a tiny weed its weight had broken. She turned
her head with a nestling movement, drew a deep, soft breath and her
eyelids drooped.
"David," she said in a drowsy voice, "I'm going to sleep. Wake me at
supper time."
He became rigidly quiet. When she had sunk deep into sleep, only her
breast moving with the ebb and flow of her quiet breath, he crept
nearer and drew a blanket over her, careful not to touch her. He
looked at the unconscious face for a moment, then softly dropped the
blanket and stole back to his place ready to turn at the first foot
fall and lift a silencing hand.
It was one of the beautiful moments that had come to him in his wooing.
He sat in still reverie, feeling the dear responsibilities of his
ownership. That she might sleep, sweet and soft, he would work as no
man ever worked before. To guard, to comfort, to protect her--that
would be his life. He turned and looked at her, his sensitive face
softening like a woman's watching the sleep of her child. Susan, all
unconscious, with her rich young body showing in faint curves under the
defining blanket, and her hair lying loose among the roots of the
lupine bush, was so devoid of that imperious quality that marked her
when awake, was so completely a tender feminine thing, with peaceful
eyelids and innocent lips, that it seemed a desecration to look upon
her in such a moment of abandonment. Love might transform her into
this--in her waking hours when her body and heart had yielded
themselves to their master.
David turned away. The sacred thought that some day he would be the
owner of this complex creation of flesh and spirit, so rich, so fine,
with depths unknown to his groping intelligence, made a rush of
supplication, a prayer to be worthy, rise in his heart. He looked at
the sunset through half-shut eyes, sending his desire up to that
unknown God, who, in these wild solitudes, seemed leaning down to
listen:
"Behold, he that keepeth Israel shall neither slumber nor sleep."
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