The Emigrants Of Ahadarra: The Works of William Carleton, Volume TwoCarleton, William
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The Emigrants Of Ahadarra: The Works of William Carleton, Volume Two
Carleton, William
Ireland -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
“It must be done,” he said, “and the sooner it's done the better; what
would I give to have my darlin' Kathleen here. Her eye and her advice
would give me the strength that I stand so much in need of. My God, how
will I meet him, or break the sorrowful tidings to him at all! The Lord
support me!”
“Ah, but Bryan,” said they, “you know he looks up to whatever you say,
and how much he is advised by you, if there happens to be a doubt about
anything. Except her that's gone, there was no one--”
Bryan raised his hand with an expression of resolution and something
like despair, in order as well as he could to intimate to them, that he
wished to hear no allusion made to her whom they had lost, or that he
must become incapacitated to perform the task he had to encounter, and
taking his hat he proceeded to find his father, whom he met behind the
garden.
It may be observed of deep grief, that whenever it is excited by the
loss of what is good and virtuous, it is never a solitary passion, we
mean within the circle of domestic life. So far from that, there is not
a kindred affection under the influence of a virtuous heart, that is not
stimulated, and strengthened by its emotions. How often, for instance,
have two members of the same family rushed into each other's arms, when
struck by a common sense of the loss of some individual that was dear to
both, because it was felt that the very fact of loving the same object
had now made them dear to each other.
The father, on seeing Bryan approach, stood for a few moments and looked
at him eagerly; he then approached him with a hasty and unsettled step,
and said, “Bryan, Bryan, I see it in your face, she has left us, she has
left us, she has left us all, an' she has left me; an' how am I to live
without her? answer me that; an then give me consolation if you can.”
He threw himself on his son's neck, and by a melancholy ingenuity
attempted to seduce him as it were from the firmness which he appeared
to preserve in the discharge of this sorrowful task, with a hope that he
might countenance him in the excess of his grief--“Oh,” he added, “I've
have lost her, Bryan--you and I, the two that she--that--she--Your word
was everything to her, a law to her; and she was so proud out of you--I
an' her eye would rest upon you smilin', as much as to say--there's my
son, haven't I a right to feel proud of him, for he has never once vexed
his mother's heart? nayther did you, Bryan, nayther did you, but now who
will praise you as she did? who will boast of you behind your back, for
she seldom did it to your face; and now that smile of love and kindness
will never be on her blessed lips more. Sure you won't blame me,
Bryan--oh, sure above all men livin', you won't blame me for feelin' her
loss as I do.”
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