Egypt -- History -- 30 B.C.-640 A.D. -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English; Hadrian, Emperor of Rome, 76-138 -- Fiction
While she spoke Hadrian sat with his eyes thoughtfully fixed on the
ground, and then, standing in front of his wife, he replied:
“If no sinister catastrophe falls upon this man, the stars and the fate
of men have no more to do with one another than the sea with the heart
of the desert, than the throb of men’s pulses with the pebbles in the
brook. If Ammonius has erred ten times over still more than ten signs
remain on this tablet, hostile and fatal to the praetor. I grieve for
Verus--but the state suffers with the sovereign’s misfortunes.--This man
can never be my successor.”
“No?” asked Sabina rising from her couch. “No? Not when you have seen
that your own star outlives his? Not though a glance at this tablet
shows you that when he is nothing but ashes the world will still
continue long to obey your nod?”
“Compose yourself and give me time.--Yes, I still say not even so.”
“Not even so,” repeated Sabina sullenly. Then, collecting herself, she
asked in a tone of vehement entreaty:
“Not even so--not even if I lift my hands to you in supplication and
cry in your face that you and Fate have grudged me the blessing, the
happiness, the crown and aim of a woman’s life, and I must and I will
attain it; I must and I will once, if only for a short time, hear
myself called by some dear lips by the name which gives the veriest
beggar-woman with her infant in her arms preeminence above the Empress
who has never stood by a child’s cradle. I must and I will, before I
die, be a mother, be called mother and be able to say, ‘my child, my
son--our son.’” And as she spoke she sobbed aloud and covered her face
with her hands.
The Emperor drew back a step from his wife. A miracle had been
wrought before his eyes. Sabina--in whose eyes no tear had ever been
seen--Sabina was weeping, Sabina had a heart like other women. Greatly
astonished and deeply moved he saw her turn from him, utterly shaken by
the agitation of her feelings, and sink on her knees by the side of
the couch she had quitted to hide her face in the cushions. He stood
motionless by her side, but presently going nearer to her:
“Stand up, Sabina,” he said. “Your desire is a just one. You shall have
the son for whom your soul longs.”
The Empress rose and a grateful look in her eyes, swimming in tears, met
his glance. Sabina could smile too, she could look sweet! It had taken a
lifetime, it had needed such a moment as this to reveal it to Hadrian.
He silently drew a seat towards her and sat down by her side; for some
time he sat with her hand clasped in his, in silence. Then he let it go
and said kindly:
“And will Verus fulfil all you expect of a son?” She nodded assent.
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