Egypt -- History -- 30 B.C.-640 A.D. -- Fiction; German fiction -- Translations into English; Hadrian, Emperor of Rome, 76-138 -- Fiction
“I must see her and speak to her to-day, dear, good Mary, only this
once!” And before she could prevent it he had kissed her forehead and
had flown into the house to Selene. The little hunchback did not know
what had happened to her; confused and almost paralyzed by conflicting
feelings she stood shame-faced, gazing at the ground. She felt that
something quite extraordinary had happened to her, but this wonderful
something radiated a dazzling splendor, and since this had risen for
her, for poor Mary, a feeling of pride quite new to her mingled with the
shame and indignation that filled her soul. She needed a few minutes
to collect herself and to recover a sense of her duty, and those few
minutes were made good use of by Antinous.
He flew with long steps into the room in which, on that
never-to-be-forgotten night, he had laid Selene on the couch, and even
at the threshold he called her by her name. She started and laid aside
the book out of which she was reading to her blind brother. He called a
second time, beseechingly. Selene recognized him and asked calmly:
“Do you want me, or dame Hannah?”
“You, you!” he cried passionately. “Oh Selene, I pulled you out of the
water, and since that night I have never ceased to think of you and I
must die for love of you. Have your thoughts never, never met mine on
the way to you? Are you still and always as cold, as passive as you were
then when you belonged half to life and half to death? For months have
I prowled round this house as the shade of a dead man haunts the spot
where he had left all that was dear to him on earth, and I have never
been able to tell you what I feel for you?” As he spoke the lad fell
on the ground before her and tried to clasp her knees; but she said
reproachfully:
“What does all this mean? Stand up and compose yourself.”
“Oh! let me, let me--” he besought her. “Do not be so cold and so hard;
have pity on me and do not reject me!”
“Stand up,” repeated the girl. “I will certainly not reproach you--I owe
you thanks on the contrary.”
“Not thanks, but love--a little love is all I ask.”
“I try to love all men,” replied the girl, “and so I love you because
you have shown me very much kindness.”
“Selene, Selene!” he exclaimed in joyful triumph. He threw himself again
at her feet and passionately seized her right hand; but hardly had he
taken it in his own when Mary, scarlet with agitation, rushed into the
room. In a husky voice, full of hatred and fury, she commanded him to
leave the house at once, and when he attempted again to besiege her ear
with entreaties she cried out:
“If you do not obey I will call the men in to help us, who are out there
attending to the flowers. I ask you, will you obey or will you not?”
“Why are you so cruel, Mary?” asked the blind boy. “This man is good and
kind and tells Selene he loves her.”
Antinous pointed to the child with an imploring gesture but Mary was
already by the window and was raising her hand to her mouth to make her
call heard.
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