He put up the receiver before Gladys could ask any more questions, and
felt ready to cry again. In order not to do that, he walked out of the
station into the street, where the presence of the crowds compelled him
to self-control. Having nothing to do and nowhere to go, he walked on
and on, getting some relief from his desolation by the mere fact of
movement.
So he walked and walked and walked, headed vaguely toward the outskirts
of the town. There were vast marshes there into which he could stray and
be lost. The rank grasses in this early August season were almost as
high as his shoulders, so that he could lie down and be beyond all human
ken. His body might not be found for weeks, might never be found at all.
Teddy Follett would simply disappear, his fate remaining a mystery.
Toward seven o’clock, the shabby suburbs began to show their
primrose-colored lights—a twinkle here, a twinkle there, stringing out
in longer streets to scattered bits of garland. Teddy felt hungry.
Counting his money and finding that he had two dollars and thirty-one
cents, he was sorry not to be able to transmit the two dollars to his
mother.
Growing more and more hungry, and knowing he must keep up his nerve, he
spied a little bread-and-pastry shop just where the houses were thinning
out and the marshes invading the town, as the ocean invaded the marshes.
On entering, he asked for two tongue sandwiches and half a dozen
doughnuts. The woman who wrapped up the sandwiches and dropped the
doughnuts into a paper bag was an English-speaking foreigner of the
Scandinavian type, blond, dumpy, with a row of bad teeth and piercing
blue eyes. As she performed her task, she seemed not to take her eyes
from off him, though her smile was kind, and she called his attention to
the fact that she was giving him seven doughnuts for his six.
"You don’t lif rount here?" she asked, in counting out the change for
his dollar.
"No; just going up the road."
"Well, call again," she said, politely, as he took his parcels and went
out.
Having eaten his two sandwiches, he felt better, in the sense of being
stronger and more able to face the thing that had to be done. He was not
quite out on the marshes, the long, flat road cutting straight across
them to the nearest little town. The lights were rarer, but still there
were lights, their saffron growing more and more luminous as the colors
of the sunset paled out. An occasional motor passed him, but never a man
on foot.
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