This guard was young, smart, debonair, with a twinkle in his eye, and
the first who didn’t treat a comrade’s murderer with instinctive
animosity. Teddy got up and followed him in the stupefied bewilderment
with which he had done everything else that day. Lady to see him! The
words seemed to refer to something so far back in his history that he
could hardly recall what it was. Once upon a time there had been a
mother, a Jennie, a Gussie, and a Gladys; but they were now remote and
shadowy.
Along corridors, up steps, and then along more corridors he tramped,
till they stopped at an open door—and there he saw Jennie. In a room
unspeakably bare and forbidding in spite of a table and half a dozen
chairs she waited for him with a smile. He, too, did his best to smile,
but his lower lip, swollen with the kick that had caught him in the
mouth, made the effort nothing but a rictus.
For this, Jennie had been prepared by the snapshot in the paper. All the
while she had been on the way to him she had been saying to herself that
she must show no sign of horror or surprise. Even though she would
follow the cue of her poor demented mother and pretend that he was in
prison as a martyr, she would take no pitying or tragic note. She went
forward, therefore, and threw her arms about him with the same offhand,
unsentimental pleasure which she would have shown in meeting him after a
brief absence at any time.
"You darling Ted! We’re so glad to have found you. I thought I’d just
run down and bring you some clean clothes."
It was better done than she thought she had the strength for, perhaps
because his need was greater than she had supposed possible. Could she
have dreamt beforehand that Teddy would ever look like this, she would
have screamed from fright. But now that he did, she rose to the fact,
seemingly taking it for granted, actually taking it for granted, through
some hitherto unsuspected histrionic force. Within a minute of his
arrival they were seated near each other, in a curious make-believe that
the conditions were not terrible.
With this familiar presence beside him, Teddy’s mind resumed
functioning, possibly to his regret. Home was close to him again, while
the loved faces came back to life.
"How’s ma?"
The question was indistinct because, now that it came to making
conversation, he found that his tongue was thickened in addition to his
swollen lip. Jennie replied that their mother’s health was never better.
"I suppose"—he balked a little but forced himself onward—"I suppose she
feels pretty bad—over me."
"No, she doesn’t. She told me to tell you so." She was determined to
speak truthfully in this respect, so that if their mother’s dementia
could do him any good, he shouldn’t fail of it. "She told me to say that
you were not to be sorry for anything you’d done, no matter how they
punished you."
"Does she—does she know what I’ve done?"
She threw it off, as if casually.
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