It was an attitude for which Bob was not prepared. Neither was he
prepared for the defacement of all that had been glowing in the lad’s
countenance. Jennie had warned him against expecting the ruddy
bright-eyed Teddy of the bank, but he hadn’t looked for this air of
youth blasted out of youthfulness. It was still youth, but youth marred,
terrified, haunted, with a fear beyond that of gibbering old age.
With his lovingness and quickness of pity, Bob sought for a line by
which he could catch on to the lad’s interest.
"I asked my father to send you the best counsel in New Jersey, and I
believe he’s picked out Stenhouse."
Teddy regarded him grimly.
"Yes, he did." It seemed as if he meant to say no more, when, with a
sardonic grunt, he went on, "Something like a guy who smashes a machine
and then gets the best mechanician in the world to come and patch it
up."
"Yes—possibly—it may be. Only, there’s this to consider—that no one
smashes a machine on purpose."
"No, I don’t suppose he does. Only, it’s all the same to the machine
whether it’s been smashed on purpose or by accident—so long as it’ll
never run again."
Bob considered this.
"You might say that of a machine—a dead thing from the start. You can’t
say it of a human being, who’s alive from the beginning. See?"
"No, I don’t see."
"And I don’t know that I can explain. I’m only sure that a machine can
be done for, and that a human being can’t be. You can come to a time
when it’s no use doing anything more for the one; but you can never
reach such a time with the other. With _him_, you may make mistakes or
you may do him a great wrong, but you can’t stop trying to put things
right again."
"And you think you can put things right again for me?"
"I don’t know what I can do. I haven’t an idea. Very likely I can’t do
anything at all. I merely came back from South America to do what I
could."
"Did you feel that you had to—because you’d married Jennie?"
"That was a reason. It wasn’t the only one."
"What else was there?"
"I’m not sure that I can tell you. A lot of the things we do we do not
from reason, but from instinct. But if you don’t want me to try to take
a hand—"
Under the dark streaks that blotted out what had once been Teddy’s
healthy coloring, a slow flush began to mantle.
"I don’t want to be—to be bamboozled."
"Of course you don’t. But how could I bamboozle you?"
There was no explanation. Unable to base his distrust on any other
ground than that Bob was the son of the man who had dismissed Josiah
Follett from the bank, Teddy fell silent again. He could not afford to
reject the least good will that came his way, and yet his spirit was too
sore to accept it graciously.
Some of this young Collingham divined. He began to see that as the boy
was suffering and he wasn’t, it was not for him to take offense. On the
contrary, he must use all his ingenuity to find the way to make his
appeal effectively.
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