"Yes, as we go on, Jennie. We’re going on. Don’t make any mistake about
that. I know how you feel. Everything looks so dark to you now that you
can’t believe it will ever be light again; but it will be, Jennie. All
families and all individuals go through these experiences—not as
terrible as yours, perhaps—but terrible all the same. Not one of us is
spared. Sometimes it seems to you as if you just couldn’t go through
with it; but you can. You must hang on—and bear it—and it will pass.
That’s what I’m here for—to help you to hang on—and, Jennie, clinging
together, as we’re doing, we’ll come out to the light—even Teddy—and
your mother. Oh, look! There the light is now—the light everlasting—that
always comes back, if we only wait for it!"
At the pointing of his finger and his sudden cry she turned to face the
eternal wonder of the moonrise.
CHAPTER XXVI
During the next few months, the necessity for bracing Teddy and his
sisters to meet fate threw Bob Collingham’s personal preoccupations more
and more into the background. All that was implied by the fact that
Jennie was his wife and he was her husband went into this single supreme
task.
Habit came to his aid by fitting them all to the situation as though
they had never been in any other. They grew used to the fact that Teddy
was in jail and might come out of it only by one exit. Teddy grew used
to it himself. The family, once more at Marillo, grew used to the odd
arrangement by which Bob and Jennie worked together and lived apart. The
Collinghams grew used to the thought of the Folletts, and the Folletts
to that of the Collinghams.
"You get used to anything," Junia commented to her husband, as one who
has made a new discovery. "It seems to me as if Edith’s living in that
flat on Cathedral Heights and keeping only one maid is all I’d ever
dreamed for her."
To Bob, this wonting of the mind was the easier because Wray stayed in
California, his absence making it possible to leave in abeyance the
subjects that couldn’t yet be touched upon.
The first chance of fortifying the three girls seemed to present itself
on a night in that autumn when it was still warm enough to sit on the
screened piazza. His car was, as usual, before the door, and in an hour
or so he would be making his way to Marillo. As he had returned to his
work at the bank, his spare time was now in the evenings.
"If you want to do something for me, Gladys, there’s a way."
He said this in reply to an aspiration of all three, in which the
youngest sister had been spokesman.
Gladys’s voice was eager and affectionate.
"What way, Bob? Tell us. We’ll do anything."
Smoothing Pansy’s back as she lay on his crossed knees, he considered
how best to make it clear. Gladys sat close to him, as the one who most
easily took him fraternally. Gussie, in whom he stirred an unusual
self-consciousness, kept herself more aloof. Altogether in the shadow,
Jennie was seemingly withdrawn, and yet more intensely aware of him than
anyone.
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