Out in the air it seemed to him as if he had dreamed and waked up. The
May night was so exquisite, so hallowing, that the walls of Bitterwell
were mellow and enchanted against the dome of stars. Even in these grim
courts the scent of growing things was sweet.
Driving in the deadest hours of night over the long flat road, he was
too tired to think. His imagination didn’t try to follow Teddy, because
it had become an instinct to spring to the need to "carry on." Teddy was
behind him. There were other things in front; and his mind was already
with them.
And yet not actively. After he had slept he would be able to take them
up; but just now his main desire was to get home to bed. Nothing but
that would dispel this overweight of emotion.
Along the familiar road he drove mechanically. Even Teddy’s last
request, though it formed an intention, was hardly in his mind. At
Bond’s Corner, where the roads forked, to the right to Pemberton
Heights, to the left to the bridge that would take him over toward
Marillo, he was so nearly asleep that he might have gone straight on
homeward had he not been startled by seeing a man and a woman standing
in the middle of the road.
He jammed down the service and emergency brakes, swinging to the right.
The fact that they stood facing him without getting out of his way both
amazed him and rendered him indignant. Turning to look at so strange a
pair of pedestrians, he saw—Teddy and his mother.
They were not quite on the road, but a little above it. Neither were
they in the dark like other things around, but shining with a light of
their own. Neither were they shadowy apparitions, but definite, vital,
forcible. They were dressed as he had generally seen them, and yet they
wore a kind of radiance. The mother’s arm was over her boy’s shoulder,
but Teddy was waving his hand. Smiles were on both faces, on the lips,
in the eyes, and somehow in the personality.
Bob was not frightened, but he was thrilled. It seemed to him that they
stayed long enough to overcome all the doubts of his senses. Though he
pressed on the brakes, the car went a number of yards before he could
bring it to a standstill; and yet they never left his side. They didn’t
exactly move; they were only there—living, lovely, sending out love as
if it had been light, wrapping him round and round. It was so vivid, so
much a fact, that when the car stopped and he saw no one there, he was
amazed once more to find himself alone.
He couldn’t drive on at once. He lingered—staring at the spot where they
had stood, looking over the wide, dim country, gazing up at the stars in
their yearning infinitude. He tried to persuade himself that his own
mind had projected something unreal in itself; but he couldn’t throw off
the extraordinary happiness the vision left behind it.
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