Extraordinary the relief of falling back on studio badinage! It took her
off the Collingham stilts, away from the high-wrought Collingham
emotions. She began to see what the trouble was with Bob. His touch
wasn’t light enough. He was too purposeful. He seemed to think you must
mean something all the time. Mrs. Collingham, too, seemed to think so.
It was not in Bob’s language so much as in his cast of mind; but it was
in his mother’s cast of mind, and in her language, too.
Jennie thought of this as she stood before the pier-glass in the little
dressing-room, first taking off her jacket, and then unpinning her hat.
She would have to do her hair on the top of her head like the girl in
Hubert’s sketch. "And that’s all the clothes I shall need to put on,"
she tried to say flippantly. She tried to say it flippantly, because
that, too, would be along the line that people took who weren’t
Collinghams.
People who weren’t Collinghams! That meant all the people in Indiana
Avenue, all the people in Pemberton Heights, the vast majority of the
people in the United States, not to speak of any other country. Jennie
had a good many acquaintances, and the family, taken as a whole, had
more; but she couldn’t think of anyone in their class who took life as
more than a skimming on the surface. Outside the bounden duties which
they couldn’t avoid they chiefly liked being silly.
She thought of that, too, loosening her hair and letting it fall in
amber wavelets over her shoulders and down her back. Mrs. Collingham had
said that it was lovely hair, but she hadn’t really seen it. There was
so much of it that, when she piled it up like the girl in the sketch, it
almost overweighted her delicate little face.
No; whatever you could say about people like the Collinghams, you
couldn’t say they were silly. They had motives, opinions, points of
view. They had minds, and they used them. They might not use them well,
but to use them at all was better than to let them grow atrophied.
Jennie, as has been said, had no words to express these thoughts, but,
like Pansy, she could do without a vocabulary. She felt; she vibrated.
She, too, had a mind, though she was afraid of putting it to work.
Lingering over the piling of her hair, she wondered if the use or nonuse
of the mind marked the real line between people like the Collinghams and
people like the Folletts. Was that why the country was divided into
highbrows and lowbrows—those who made the best of what they had, and
those who disqualified themselves for all the stronger purposes? Since
her peep at Marillo Park, she saw that something admitted one to such a
haven, and something kept one out. There was money, of course, and
position; but back of both position and money wasn’t it the case that
there was mind?
She threw off her blouse and lingered again to examine her arms and
bust. She lingered on purpose, putting off the extraordinary thing she
had to do to the latest possible minute.
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