At Collingham Lodge, she had caught glimpses of books, papers, and
magazines. Even in the bird cage they were lying on the table and
chairs. The Folletts hardly ever read a book. The only work of the kind
she could remember the family ever to have bought was one called
_Ancient Rome Restored_, which her mother had subscribed for in monthly
parts when an agent brought a sample to the house. It was at a time when
Lizzie was afraid that her children—they were children still—would grow
up without cultivation. _Ancient Rome Restored_, being abundantly
illustrated, called out in the young Folletts the almost extinct
Scarborough tradition. Having no other important picture book to look
at, they pored over the glories of the Forum, of Hadrian’s Villa, of the
Baths of Caracalla, till an odd, incipient love of classic beauty began
to stir in them. But there their cultivation ended. In the papers they
studied only the murders, burglaries, and comic cuts. In the way of
general entertainment, the movies formed their sole relaxation, but
unless the play was silly they complained. Anything that asked for
thought they kicked against, and Pemberton Heights kicked with them. Was
that why there was a Pemberton Heights and a Marillo Park? Did the power
of thought control the difference between them? Was it that where there
was little or no power of thought, there was little or nothing of
anything else?
She unhooked her skirt and let it slip down to a circular heap about her
feet. She wondered if the girl who would, in some ways, do better than
herself were as lithely built as she. Mrs. Collingham had likened her
to—oh, what was it? It was a spire. It sounded like a chapel. She had
tossed it off as something that everybody knew about. So she had tossed
off other names, taking it for granted that Jennie would have them at
her fingers’ ends.
The more she pondered the more sure of it she became—that she and her
kind were poor and helpless chiefly because they wouldn’t take the
trouble to be otherwise. Not to stray from the childish, the
sentimental, and the obvious gave them the relief she found in returning
to the lingo she had always used with Wray.
She had used it with Bob, too—only, with Bob she had used it
differently. Perhaps it was he who had used it differently. Between her
and Wray, it had never been more than the medium of chaff, except on
those occasions when it had become the vehicle of a half-acknowledged
passion. Bob had tried to say something with it, even when slangy or
colloquial. He had treated her as if she was worth talking to. He had
tried to make her feel that she could talk on better themes than any
they ever broached.
Poor Bob—sailing away to the south, thinking that where he left her
there he would find her! Little he knew! If he could only see her now!
If he could only dream of what she would be doing in ten minutes’ time!
If he only....
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