Arizona -- Fiction; Grand Canyon (Ariz.) -- Fiction; Western stories
"Let him alone, Ag!" exclaimed Harden, between a strangling cough and a
sneeze. "What do you want to divulge your cold-heartedness for? Go to
it, Jonas! You're some lover, all right!"
The shallows ended in a rapid which they shot without more than the
usual difficulties. They then had an hour of quiet rowing through
gorges that grew more narrow and more dusky as they proceeded. About
four o'clock snow began to fall. It was a light enough powder, at
first, but shortly it thickened until it was impossible to guide the
boats. They edged in shore where a ledge overhanging a heap of broken
rock offered a meager shelter. Here they planned to spend the night.
The shore was too precipitous to beach the boats. Much to Jonas'
sorrow, they could only anchor them before the ledge. There was plenty
of driftwood, and a brisk fire dispelled some of the discomfort of the
snow, while a change to dry clothing did the rest.
To Enoch it was a strange evening. The foolish quarrel between Harden
and Forrester was sufficient to upset the equanimity of the whole group
which before had seemed so harmonious. The situation was keenly
irritating to Enoch. He wanted nothing to intrude on the wild beauty
of the trip, save his own inward struggle. The snow continued to fall
long after the others had gone to sleep. Enoch, with his diary on his
knees, wrote slowly, pausing long between sentences to watch the snow
and to listen to the solemn rush of waters so close to his feet.
"I've been sitting before the fire, Diana, thinking of our various
conversations. How few they have been, after all! And I've concluded
that in your heart you must look on me as presumptuous and stupid. You
never have given me the slightest indication that you cared for me.
You have been, even in the short time we have known each other, a
gallant and tender friend. A wonderful friend! And you are as
unconscious of my passion for you, of the rending agony of my giving
you up as the Canyon is of the travail of Milton and his little group.
And I'm glad that this is so. If I can go on through life feeling that
you are serene and happy it will help me to keep my secret. Strange
that with every natural inclination within me to be otherwise, I should
be the custodian of ugly secrets; secrets that are only the uglier
because they are my own. It seems a sacrilegious thing to add my
beautiful love for you to the sinister collection. But it must be so.
"I am so glad that I am going to see you so soon after I emerge from
the Canyon. There will be much to tell you. I thought I knew men.
But I am learning them anew. And I thought I had a fair conception of
the wonders of the Colorado. Diana, it is beyond human imagination to
conceive or human tongue to describe."
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