Arizona -- Fiction; Grand Canyon (Ariz.) -- Fiction; Western stories
"Diana, it was Luigi who taught me to gamble when I was not over eight
years old. I took to it with devilish skill. What drink or dope or
women have been to other men, gambling has been to me. After I came
back from the Grand Canyon with John Seaton, I began to fight against
it. But, although I waited on table for my board, I really put myself
through the High School on my earnings at craps and draw poker. As I
grew older I ceased to gamble as a means of subsistence but whenever I
was overtaxed mentally I was drawn irresistibly to a gambling den. And
so after the fight with Luigi--"
Enoch paused, his face knotted. His strong hands, clasping his knees
as he sat in the sand, opposite Diana, were tense and hard. Diana,
looking at him thought of what this man meant to the nation, of what
his service had been and would be: she thought of the great gifts with
which nature had endowed him and she could not bear to have him humble
himself to her.
She sprang to her feet. "Enoch! Enoch!" she cried. "Don't tell me
any more! You are entitled to your personal weaknesses. Even I must
not intrude! I asked you about them because, oh, because, Enoch, you
are letting your only real weakness come between you and me."
Enoch had risen with Diana, and now he came around the fire and put his
hands on her shoulders. "No! No! Diana! not my weaknesses keep us
apart, bitterly as they mortify me."
Diana looked up at him steadily. "Enoch, your great weakness is not
gambling. Who cares whether you play cards or not? No one but Brown!
But your weakness is that you have let those early years and Luigi's
vicious stories warp your vision of the sweetest thing in life."
"Diana! I thought you understood. My mother--"
"Don't!" interrupted Diana, quickly. "Don't! I understand and because
I do, I tell you that you are warped. You are America's only real
statesman, the man with a vision great enough to mold ideals for the
nation. Still you are not normal, not sane, about yourself."
Enoch dropped his hands from her shoulders and stood staring at her
sadly.
"I thought you understood!" he whispered, brokenly.
Diana wrung her hands, turned and walked swiftly toward a neighboring
heap of rocks whose shadows swallowed her. Enoch breathed hard for a
moment, then followed. He found Diana, a vague heap on a great stone,
her face buried in her hands. Enoch sat down beside her and took her
in his arms.
"Sweetheart," he whispered, "what have I done?"
Diana, shaken by dry sobs, did not reply. But she put her arms about
his neck and clung to him as though she could never let him go. Enoch
sat holding her in an ecstasy that was half pain. Dusk thickened into
night and the stars burned richly above them. Enoch could see that
Diana's face against his breast was quiet, her great eyes fastened on
the desert. He whispered again,
"Diana, what have I done?"
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