The End of the RainbowMacGregor, Mary Esther Miller
Philosophy
The End of the Rainbow
MacGregor, Mary Esther Miller
Canada -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
The girl jerked her arm from Miss Annabel's grasp, her eyes and cheeks
blazing. "Anna Baldwin is crazy about him herself!" she cried
violently. "And she's made a fool of herself more times than I can
tell! And his father is far better than your father ever was, or mine
either!" She stopped as some one looked at her in passing. "I shall
just do exactly as I please, Aunt Annabel Armstrong," she added
determinedly. "It's just like an old maid to be always interfering in
other people's affairs!"
Miss Annabel turned white with anger. She was proud of her niece, and
yet she almost disliked her. Leslie, young and gay and successful, the
inheritor of everything for which her aunt had scrimped and striven and
hungered all her life and never attained, was a constant source of
irritation and discontent to Miss Annabel. Her heart and hopes were as
young as Leslie's, and she was forced to find herself pushed aside into
the place of age, while this radiant girl walked all unheeding into
everything that her girlhood should have been. And this intimation
concerning her age and estate was unbearable. She grew intensely quiet.
"Leslie," she said, "you may heed me or not as you wish. But if you
had eyes in your head, you would see for yourself that that young man
doesn't care the snap of his finger for you and all your money. He's
madly in love with Helen Murray. He's always hanging about Rosemount!"
she added, growing reckless. "He was there only last night. Just look
at him now!"
The startled eyes of the girl obeyed. Roderick was walking beside
Helen Murray, and looking down at her with the joy of her presence
shining in his face. He was not schooled in hiding his feelings, and
his eyes told his secret so plainly that Leslie Graham could not but
read.
She said not another word. They had reached a corner and she suddenly
left her aunt and walked swiftly homeward alone. She had had a
revelation. For a long time she had suspected and feared. Now she
knew. In all her gay thoughtless life she had never wanted anything
very badly that she had not been able to get. Now, the one thing she
wanted most, the thing which had all unconsciously become the supreme
desire of her life, she had learned in one flash was already another's.
She was as certain of it as though Roderick had proclaimed his feelings
from the church pulpit. Her thoughts ran swiftly back over the months
of their acquaintance and picked up here and there little items of
remembrance that should have shown her earlier the true state of
things. She was forced to confess that not once had he shown her any
slightest preference, except as her father's daughter. And yet she had
refused to look and listen. And then, upon knowledge, came shame and
humiliation and rage at finding she had boldly proffered herself and
was found undesirable. It was the birth of her woman's heart. The
happy, careless girl's heart was dying, and the new life did not come
without much anguish of soul.
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