The End of the RainbowMacGregor, Mary Esther Miller
Philosophy
The End of the Rainbow
MacGregor, Mary Esther Miller
Canada -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
Hitherto Roderick had felt nothing but impatience at the thought of
staying in Algonquin all his life to watch Old Peter and Eddie Perkins
and Mike Cassidy and their like, but now that the day had come for him
to leave, it seemed as though everything was calling upon him to stay,
every finger post pointing towards home. Doctor Leslie's farewell, a
warning to again consider. Lawyer Ed's patient, cheery acceptance of
the situation, J. P. Thornton's open disapproval, Helen Murray's smile
the other evening at the door of Rosemount, his father's love and
confidence in him, all pulled him back with strong hands. The rainbow
gold shone but dimly that day, and he would fain have turned his back
upon it for the sure chance of a life like his father's in Algonquin.
He found Old Angus watching for him at the window. His brave attempts
at cheerfulness made Roderick's trial doubly hard. He bustled about,
even trying to hum a tune, his old battle song, "My Love, be on thy
guard."
"I'll be back before you know I'm gone, Auntie," said the Lad, when
Aunt Kirsty appeared and burst into tears at the sight of him. He
tried to laugh as he said it, but he made but a feeble attempt. They
sat by the fire, the Lad trying to talk naturally of his trip, his
father making pathetic attempts to help him, and Aunt Kirsty crying
silently over her knitting. At last, as Roderick glanced at the clock.
Old Angus took out the tattered Bible from the cup-board drawer. It
had always been the farewell ceremony in all the Lad's coming and
going, the reading of a few words of comfort and courage and a final
prayer. Old Angus read, as he so often did when his son was leaving,
the one hundred and thirty-ninth psalm, the great assurance that no
matter how far one might go from home and loved ones, one might never
go away from the presence of God.
"If I ascend up into Heaven thou art there. If I make my bed in hell
behold thou art there. If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in
the uttermost parts of the sea, even there shall thy hand lead me and
thy right hand shall uphold me."
The prayer was simple and direct, as were all Old Angus's communions
with his Father. He had come to-day to a place where the way was very
puzzling, and Roderick, knowing him so well, understood why he prayed
for himself, that he might not be troubled with the why of it all, but
that he might know that God was guiding them all aright. But there was
an anguished note in his voice new to the Lad, and one that made the
pain in his heart grow almost unbearable. He had heard that sound in
his father's voice once before; and was puzzled to remember when. And
then there came vividly to his heart's ear, the cry that had rung out
over the dark waters to him the night the little boy was lost.
"Roderick, my son, where are you?" The father's heart was uttering
that cry now, and the son's heart heard it. There were tears in the
eyes of both men when they arose from their knees.
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