The End of the RainbowMacGregor, Mary Esther Miller
Philosophy
The End of the Rainbow
MacGregor, Mary Esther Miller
Canada -- Social life and customs -- Fiction
"No." Roderick had made that decision long ago. "No, I could not go
with the firm that engaged me--now." He was thinking how impossible
those mining deals would be in the eyes of one who had been granted a
glimpse into the unseen. Henceforth he knew there was no such work for
him. "For mine eyes hath seen the King," he often repeated to himself.
She misunderstood him. "Oh," she said, "I thought--I was told that Mr.
Graham's lawyers wanted you, that the position had been kept for you."
"Yes, they were very kind, but I could not. Something happened that
made it impossible for me to take up their work again. So for the
present I am a fixture in Algonquin, until Lawyer Ed grows tired of me."
She laughed at that, for Lawyer Ed's love for Roderick was a proverb in
Algonquin. He had never heard her laugh before. The sound was very
musical.
"You will stay a long time then," she said. "Algonquin is a good place
to live in."
"You like it?" he asked eagerly.
"Yes, ever so much. I shall be sorry to leave at the mid-summer
vacation."
Roderick's heart stood still. "I--I didn't know," he faltered. "I
thought you were staying for the whole year."
She looked up at him, and then her eyes fell. The mingled adoration
and hunger and dismay written plainly in the Lad's frank eyes were
impossible to misunderstand. She had seen that look there before many
times in the past winter. She had been afraid of it then, and she had
run away from his good-bye that snowy day when he had left Algonquin.
For then she had not wanted to see that look in the eyes of any man.
She had seen it once before and had yielded to its spell, and the
love-light had died out and left her life desolate. But since she had
last talked with Roderick McRae, she had seen those eyes again, lit
with the old love, and to her amazement she had found no answer in her
heart. She had far outgrown Dick Wells in her self-forgetful life she
had taken up in Algonquin. She had taken up the burdens of others just
to ease her own pain, promising herself that when this or that task was
finished she could turn to her own grief and nurse it. But the
self-indulgence had been so long postponed that when the opportunity
came and she had gone back to her old sorrow, behold it was gone. And
in its place sat the memory of Roderick McRae's unspoken devotion, his
chivalrous silent waiting for his opportunity.
So when poor Roderick all unschooled in hiding his feelings let her see
in one swift glance all that her going meant to him she was speechless
before the joy of it. She stooped and trailed her fingers in the green
water, to hide her happy confusion. Then remembering she was leaving
him under a misunderstanding she glanced up at him swiftly.
"I don't," she said breathlessly, "I didn't mean I was going away to
stay. I meant only for the summer holidays."
The transformation of his countenance was a further revelation, had she
needed any.
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