‘You hae ne’er done me any manner of wrong, Mr. Keelevin; but I hae
sinned greatly and lang against my ain nature, and it’s time I sou’d
repent. In a few sorrowful days I maun follow the lamb I hae sacrificed
on the altars o’ pride; speed a’ ye dow to mak the little way I hae to
gang to the grave easy to one that travels wi’ a broken heart. I gie
you nae further instructions--your skill and honest conscience will
tell you what is needful to be done; and when the paper’s made out,
come to me. For the present leave me, and in your way hame bid Dr.
Denholm come hither in the afternoon.’
‘I think, Mr. Walkinshaw,’ replied Mr. Keelevin, falling into his
professional manner on receiving these orders, ‘that it would be as
weel for me to come back the morn, when ye’re more composed, to get the
particulars of what ye wish done.’
‘O man!’ exclaimed the hoary penitent, ‘ye ken little o’ me. Frae the
very dawn o’ life I hae done nothing but big and build an idolatrous
image; and when it was finished, ye saw how I laid my first-born on its
burning and brazen altar. But ye never saw what I saw--the face of an
angry God looking constantly from behind a cloud that darkened a’ the
world like the shadow of death to me; and ye canna feel what I feel
now, when His dreadful right hand has smashed my idol into dust. I hae
nae langer part, interest nor portion in the concerns of this life; but
only to sign ony paper that ye can devise, to restore their rights to
the twa babies that my idolatry has made fatherless.’
‘I hope, in mercy, Mr. Walkinshaw, that ye’ll be comforted,’ said the
worthy lawyer, deeply affected by his vehemence.
‘I hope so too, but I see na whar at present it’s to come frae,’
replied Claud, bursting into tears, and weeping bitterly. ‘But,’ he
added, ‘I would fain, Mr. Keelevin, be left to mysel--alack! alack!
I hae been oure lang left to mysel. Howsever, gang away the day, and
remember Dr. Denholm as ye pass;--but I’ll ne’er hae peace o’ mind till
the paper’s made and signed; so, as a Christian, I beg you to make
haste, for it will be a Samaritan’s act of charity.’
Mr. Keelevin perceived that it was of no use at that time to offer any
further consolation, and he accordingly withdrew.
CHAPTER XLIV
During the remainder of the day, after Mr. Keelevin had left him, Claud
continued to sit alone, and took no heed of any thing that occurred
around him.--Dinner was placed on the table at the usual hour; but he
did not join Walter.
‘I won’er, father,’ said the natural, as he was hewing at the joint,
‘that ye’re no for ony dinner the day; for ye ken if a’ the folk in the
world were to die but only ae man, it would behove that man to hae his
dinner.’
To this sage observation the grey-haired penitent made no reply; and
Walter finished his meal without attempting to draw him again into
conversation.
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